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Midnight Dance

How we danced the night away.

Our bodies knew the movements choreographed from our heart.

As if we had rehearsed before we met.

Intertwining in wonder as we connect as dance partners once more.

Swaying in the silence and bowing to the night.

It was the dance never forgotten.

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An Inevitable  Goodbye

Let me go back into time when the love was fresh and your heart was mine.

We danced with our words for hours to end.

Conversations didn’t end until the sunlight began.

Holding your gaze in between long awkward stares.

But saying the words we would never dare.

We allowed the fire to burn brightly ablaze.

Our long nights turned into the beginning of new days.

The L word was soon whispered from your tongue.

Then the years passed and we soon lost our fun.

We lost the fire that we first felt when it was new.

We choose to ignore for the inevitable come true.

For this journey of me and you must come to an end.

We always must lose our favorite character in the story, for the next chapter to begin.

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Men men men

To all the men who ever broke my heart.

Thank you for scarring my soul. Bringing the ideas of torture to my heart. Harmonizing to my tears when singing hateful words. Becoming delusional for the actions you said never happened. Placing my heart on the trophy shelves with your others.

To all the men whose heart I broken.

I’m sorry for being reckless with your secrets. Secrets of vulnerability and willingness to open your heart to me. I was never worthy of holding the place of your love. Never willing to break a wall built by years of disappointment lies and insecurity. A wall concealing the pain I never planned to burden. Only showing my strength courage and outer Beauty. Never how broken I was in the inside.

To the man who I fallen in love with…

Thank you for your patience on my long Nights of anger. For listening to my fears along with my dreams For holding my hand in a time of weakness and in strength For pushing me to go forth and feel beautiful once more on the inside. To love you the way a woman should love the man she plans to be with. Never showing me a side of regret on my worst days and lesser love on my darkest days. Every king has a queen designed for him. & to the man who loves me thank you for seeing this queen in me.

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To the man who marries me...

To the man who marries me. Thank you. Thank you for allowing me to be full of flaws in the morning and night. For allowing my flaws to seem flawless to you. For eating every cuisine I cook even if it's not your mothers recipe. For sharing a bathroom with me and all of my products. For holding me through my tears and trials I go through with you. For dancing with me in the rain when that is all we could do. For all the understanding even on days where we crashed instead of collided. For the helpful hand when my dreams seemed outlandish to others. For allowing me to be vulnerable on all of my raw emotions. For embracing my imperfect body full of scars and curves. For loving me enough to to show it when you look at me. For reminding me each day how treasured I am. For allowing me to continue to be a lioness even with a king. For loving me when others made it seem tough. For allowing me to be a queen that perfectly fits your kingdom. For being the man I always prayed God for.

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When you love

When you love someone the way I love you.. Your spirit feels empty when you haven’t felt their warm fingers intertwined in yours. When you love someone the way I love you. You heart changes its pace just to match the destined lover. When you love someone the way I love you. Your days become shorter and hours never long enough when lost in conversation with them. When you love someone the way I love you. You never have to imagine a future them because it is already envisioned perfectly. When you love someone the way I love you. Forever is not close to how long I want to be with you. This life or the next just is not long enough. When you love someone the way I love you. You remembered why you had your heart broken before in the first place. It was so someone like you could properly heal my scars. When I love you… No love could have ever felt more perfect.

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Old friend

Hello heartache, It's been awhile since I seen you my old friend. I thought we said our goodbyes for once. I told you I wouldn't hope to visit soon because I was too busy being happy. Happy within my spirit and within my soul. Happy finding what made all of these older couples glow. I thought love was supposed to endure it all. Love was supposed to hold through the rain. Never did I expect this strong of a hurricane. Now I pick up all I placed out for one to love. Now I packed my heart, care, and loyalty. Turns out this place didn't work out for girls like me. So old friend I packed up and wanted to pay a visit again to you. So soon I didn't expect it either. But here I am old heartache. My dear friend. You always seem to be the only one who answers at 2 am.

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Hidden secrets

I’ll never tell him my secrets & my fears. In thoughts of exposing myself will make him disappear. So I shall smile and continue to feel content. Not knowing the hidden thoughts I may never admit. Never admitting my fear or love so pure. Never admitting all the bliss I endure. Never admitting how I watch the way he falls asleep. Never admitting the memories I’ll forever keep. When he looks at me my soul shivers. How his morning kisses is love delivered. How he is my safe haven when it all crumbles.. Or when he speaks he has this little mumble.. The jokes only us would ever understand.. Or how I love to hold his hand. . His forehead kisses could feel like forever. . Ideas of future us staying together. . Never the more tears and drama of dating.. I found my joy my soul mate and I plan on staying.. How I envision our first dance. . I wouldn't have never met you if it wasn't for chance. . The way I feel I could never describe. . I glow however with you by my side. . I’ll never admit any of these secrets you see. Because love never lasts for girls like me.

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content

Dancing in circles of who am I. Who am I, once I'm with you. A new person. A new soul. Who finally found content. content in all that is beautiful with life. making me miss nothing of reality. for with you this bliss is imaginary. For people search far and never find. A sense of enlightenment when one touches their heart. You touched my all and yet I am still searching for more. More time, more words, more days. To fill in this time with you. For eternity wouldn't be enough to be in your presence. Infinity wouldn't be long enough to love you.