Purging my system from everything to deal with that weekend from hell....picking up bad habits again.

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Purging my system from everything to deal with that weekend from hell....picking up bad habits again.
I am pulling an all nighter and my insides feel like they are killing me.
Selfish.
I feel selfish. Someone kids dad just took their life. Some kid is fighting cancer. Some kids are dying of starvation or not having clean drinking water. Some kids parents are divorced. Some kids don't even know their real parents. Some kids don't have parents. Some kids are growing up with a bad home life. Some kids are growing up with a bad school life.. if they even get to go to school. Some kids have it bad everywhere. Some kids get bullied to death. Some kids physically, some emotionally, and some verbally. Some kids don't have a place to sleep at night; they don't have a house, or a room, or a bed for that matter. Some kids have nothing, no one. But I'm the one sitting here, with all of these things, wanting to die. To take my life. To end it the easy way.