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1. I'm getting married on November 7, 2014

2. I'm one of maybe three girls out of my graduating class that has yet to have a child.

3. I'm a caretaker for my sick/dying uncle

4. I own seven cats! 

5. My cats names are (in age) Ninka, Spazz, Snuggi, Midnight, Shadow, Pistachio, and Monkey

[babybtsarmy43]

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[babybtsarmy43]

Kurtbastian chat

can all you girls and ram ., kurt and nick please come in kurtbastian chat i kind of need my tumblr family 

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[babybtsarmy43]

11 questions

11 Questions

The Rules:

Rule 1: Always post the rules

Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones

Rule 3: Tag 11 new people and link them to the post

Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them

MY QUESTIONS

1. Fave book(s) of all time?

my all time fav would be Anne of Green Gables 

2. Person you idolize? ITs a toss up between my mom and my brother. Neither have giving up on anything. My mom fought for my brother to have the right to have a classroom and a bus, The school we where at didnt have much in the way for the handicappable. They where not very helpful for a very longtime. My mom and a few of the other parents got together and finally got what was needed for them. Also My brother is a fighter. When he was little drs had said he would pretty much be a vegtable. that he would never walk or talk. He doesnt really talk to this day but he walks with out the aid of a walker now just has his leg braces. love them both very much 

3. Fave Disney Movie?Little Mermaid 

4. Fave show you watched as a child? Scooby Doo 

5. If you could be written into one of your fandoms what one would you choose and why? Glee being at Dalton I think would be awesome to see it has things where happening and to see behind the scenes has well 

6. If you could meet and talk to anyone living or dead who would it be and why?Laura Inglass Wilder, I think she is a great inspiration and she went though so much and saw so much change in the world 

7. Is there anything you collect such as I collect dragons, dolls and turtles?Bunnies and fantasy 

8. Prized possession as a child?Don't really remember having any 

9. Any pets? What are their names?So many pets. Lovey was my first dog though 

10. Do you believe in Ghosts?yes

11. Dream Job?Maybe making a video game or something to help those who cant talk or walk. 

MY QUESTIONS

1)If there was one thing you could change in your life what would it be and why. 

2) Favorite Movie

3) Favorite book

4) What Tv Series would you like to be on and why 

5) Do you believe in love at first sight

6) Favorite Quote and Why 

7) Favorite music 

8)What made you want to start reading/writing fanfiction

9) Do you have any pets 

10) Do you have a favorite Fanfic and if so what is it and why 

11) If you could go back in time what would you want to see/do and why 

[babybtsarmy43]

ALL THE WAY (CHRICK)

Chris breath caught to see the man, snow falling gently around him sticking to his eyelashes and hair causing him to have a bit of a halo. He had wonderfully tan skin and chocolate brown eyes. He blinked at Chris when Chris came further into the light. He kept asking him if he was ok. He didn’t seem to understand why he was singing such a sad song on such a beautiful night. Has Chris begun to walk away the tall, handsome man walked with him. Chris found that he was comfortable around him. He was shocked to find this. He never has far as he could remember had been this comfortable with someone so quick. It scared him if he was honest with himself. They made it to the pub where Nick was supposed to meet some friends. Nick convinced him to at least come in and warm up. He told him if he wanted him too Nick would leave him at the bar and would be with his friends if he decided he wanted to join them. Chris was nursing a drink when Nick came up to him, he shyly asked him to dance and they proceeded to dance the rest of the night away.  

Chris felt so safe and comfortable in Nick’s arms he kept thinking how he could probably get used to something like this but. He, at the same time was scared, after all he just got out of one horrible relationship, and he didn’t really think it was a good idea to start another relationship so soon. But there was something about Nick that was really drawing him in. The song that was coming on was one of his favorites he began to sing softly startling Nick and the other people who were dancing. Nick seemed to be watching him with so much intensity Chris wasn’t sure what to make of it. They had slowly began to get closer has they continued to dance. Chris so wanted to rest his head on Nick shoulder, to be able to breathe his scent in.  Chris gave in and leaned his head on Nick when another song came on. One that made him think about things and caused him to cry, he hated when he felt like this. He tried to stop the tears but no matter what he did they where going to come. He was hiding in Nicks shoulder when he felt a gentle hand on his chin, Nick gently lifted his face up looking at him with concern. “Hey what’s wrong? Please don’t cry.”  Nick said wiping the tears away. Chris had never had someone be so gentle and caring with him, well besides maybe his family. But never someone else, someone he just met. Was more gentle and caring then his ex had ever been in the entire relationship.

This song was bringing so many feelings to the surface. All the things he wanted all the things he needed. He wasn’t sure how to explain all this to Nick. They just met after all it was for someone who you had been in a relationship for awhile. Not for someone you just met. But this song was what he wanted to have in a relationship someone he could feel that way with  that he found his soul mate that he would do anything for him.  He never had felt how it would be to be so in love that you would do anything for them. But he had a feeling, that Nick was different that he was someone that he would feel this way about, that he would do anything for him. He knew that he was willing to see where this would lead. He told Nick this in hopes that he would feel the same. He was so very happy that Nick was more than willing to try it. Then Nick asked if he could kiss Chris. At first it was just a gentle touch Nick didn’t seem to want to scare him. But Chris liked the way it felt and wanted more. He gasped and pulled Nick closer. They kissed for what seemed like forever to Chris, when it was only really a few minutes. Chris didn’t want it to end he wanted more and it was so very unexpected that they both had the same reaction. Chris was finding it hard to breathe, but then Nick pulled him into another deep kiss taking his breath away even more. Upon them separating Nick asked if he would like to go get coffee or something to talk. Chris agreed, he so wanted to know more about this man.

They found the coffee shop around the corner and settled in to talk about anything and everything.  The barista was very helpful and giggled at how cute she thought they were, causing Chris to blush a bright pink. Nick smiled at this and reached across the table to take Chris’s hand in his, causing Chris to look at him  and smile faintly realizing that Nick was there and that he was happy to be there with him. 

 The coffee shop became a regular stop for the couple and the barista enjoyed watching the relationship unfold. It was getting close to Christmas when Chris came in looking nervous.  He went up to pick up their drinks since the baristas there all knew the order for the couple and once they saw one of them heading in they would start the order so it was ready when they got to the counter. Chris paid for their drinks and found their normal table, thankfully it was empty today, and sat down and waited. He was so very nervous today. He had decided he was going to ask Nick if he wanted to go home with him for the holiday’s and meet his family it was a big step he knew and wasn’t sure how Nick would respond to it. Chris felt ready to introduce him to the rest of his family. Nick had met Chris’ mom when she had come up not long after they started officially dating. She had been a little worried after the last relationship and was being very protective of her baby, much to Chris’s embarrassment.

Nick thought it was great and made a very good impression on Chris’s mom. She pretty much adopted him immediately especially after finding out how he wasn’t too close to his family. Some things had happened to Nick in the past that his family didn’t really think happened and that caused them to draw apart. He just always felt like they never believed him and that they didn’t seem to be concerned about him like they should. So to have Chris mom accept him for who he was no questions asked was a very good thing indeed.

Chris sat chewing his fingers and tried to wait patiently. Zoe  came over to sit with him. “Don’t worry he will be here you know he love you right? I have never seen so much love from someone. SO don’t worry ok.” She said smiling and patting his hand. Just then he heard the bell ring over the door and looked up to see his love.  Nick looked up from shaking the snow out of his coat and hair to see Chris watching him with a big grin and a look of relief in his eyes. He went over to the table pulled Chris up into a hug and a deep kiss causing Chris to moan a bit at all the sensations that Nick was causing in him. They had both decided early on to take things slow. It was getting more and more difficult for them both to keep that promise. They heard some snickering and throat clearing before they broke apart, Chris blushing slightly and hurriedly sat down Nick scooting in next to him.  They always sat like this Chris loved it. They quietly talked for a bit before Chris got the nerve to ask Nick what he had been waiting for.

“Nick, ummmm what are you doing for the holidays?” He asked softly.

“Well I have no set plans you know I don’t go to my families much anymore so probably just stay home and spend it with the fish. Why?” He said

“W...Would you like to come home with me and meet the rest of the family.” He whispered quickly

Nick looked at him with wide eyes. Not really sure he heard right. “Baby can…can you repeat that please.” He said

Chris turned toward him and said again a bit louder. “Would you like to come home with me and meet the rest of the family? I mean I understand if you’re not ready for that yet. Just thought it would be nice for you so you don’t have to spend the holidays alone. I hate that you do and really would like you to come but like I said its ok if you aren’t comfortable. “Chris babbled

Nick gently put a hand over Chris mouth to get him to stop with his babbling. “Baby of course I would love to meet the rest of your family. I have been hoping to since I meet your mom she is quite the lady and would love to meet the rest of them.” He said kissing Chris on the cheek to calm him down.

Chris gave him a goofy smile and relaxed leaning back against Nick for a bit to enjoy the scenery and his closeness. They were both pretty busy most the time and found it hard to get some time together this holiday would be good for both of them they needed a break and to be able to spend more time together.

“Well I will call mom and let her know and we need to make arrangements for rooms. Do you want to drive or fly what do you want to do I was thinking it would be better to fly if possible the roads I think through some areas might not even be clear enough for us to drive there. How long can you stay and when do you want to leave?”

“Baby we only need one room, and I can leave when ever just let me know soon so I can make arrangements and yes lets fly that way we have more time with your family.” He said softly drawing Chris close.

Chris blushed at the one room comment. “A…are you sure about the one room I mean I know we have talked about this I…I don’t mind sharing a room if you’re ok with it but I want to be sure I mean …..” Nick put his fingers on his lips to silence him.

“Yes I’m very sure. I want to spend has much time with you as I can, Baby in fact I have a question for you. I wanted to know if you would stay with me tonight. It’s the weekend and if you don’t have to work I would like to spend it together if you’re ok with that.” He said in Chris’s ear causing him to shudder.

Chris couldn’t believe, he was pretty sure he was ready but so nervous about being with Nick. What if he wasn’t good, what if he messed up. So many questions came into his head at this very question. He turned and looked at  Nick and saw how sincere he was and gave a slight nod in agreement he wasn’t sure he could say anything, he was sure if he did he would say something stupid and then everything would be ruined.

Nick smiled at him. Kissing his forehead and said “Baby we will only do what you want to you know I won’t force you into anything. Just know imp ready when you are, we will take it at your pace. I love you and I’m ready to show you just how much.” He said softly brushing Chris’s knuckles against his lips.

“OK, Thank you, I do want to spend time with you and cuddle we haven’t had much time to do that. We can go from there. “He said shyly looking up and noticing that it was starting to get dark and would be really cold soon. “We should head out soon though. “Nick nodded in agreement and got out of the booth putting on his coat and hat he grabbed Chris’s out of his hands and helped him into it causing a blush to spread down Chris neck. Has Nick smoothed the coat over his shoulders his hands lingered there for a moment longer than normal. Then he moved an arm down to circle Chris’s waist leading him out to the cold night air. Their breath causing little clouds has they walked. Nick drew Chris has close has he could try to keep him warm. Noticing how he was shivering. Chris was so glad that one Nick was such a heater and two that his place was pretty close. Only thing he was concerned about is that he had no change of close or no pajamas. He said has much, Nick just shrugged and said that he could borrow some of his.

Once reaching the apartment, Nick hurried them in to the building and to the elevator to his top floor apartment. Chris loved Nicks place it was so open and so much light. He had wished he had found this place when he first moved to town. Upon entering he noticed that there was very little in the way of Christmas decorations. He asked Nick about this, he just shrugged and said “no one really to decorate for or with so I didn’t bother. I figured I would be here alone and didn’t want to be reminded that it was a holiday so I just didn’t bother at all, I’m so happy that you invited me.” He said pulling Chris close, Nick had already shrugged off his coat and shoes he started to help Chris with his coat.  Then grabbing his hand he lead him to the living room and they settled on the couch to see if there was something they wanted to watch on TV Nick flipped through the stations for a bit nothing really catching either of their attention. Chris sat a bit nervously by Nick not really sure what to do. His last relationship didn’t really consist of anything physical he was new to most everything. The kissing he knew but he had never gone all the way with anyone. His ex never seemed interested in that way, come to find out it was because he was getting it elsewhere and just was using Chris for his paycheck and to keep thing in order in their apartment. Nick knew all this and would never push Chris into anything. Chris so wanted to experience more but was so very nervous about messing up.

“Baby I know you have told me before that you aren’t really sure of what to do and that’s fine. There is nothing you can do that will be wrong ok. Just take your time and when you’re ready I will be there for you ok.” He said softly pulling Chris close to his body. Chris slowly relaxed into his hold and wrapped his arms around Nick’s waist nuzzling into his neck taking his scent in. He always loved how he smelled, A bit woody with a hint of vanilla.

Has Chris got more relaxed he started to kiss Nicks neck slowly moving up to his chin and lips, finally drawing his bottom lip in between his nibbling a bit on it before kissing him fully. The kissed that way for awhile Chris licked at Nicks lips and when Nick gasped he thrust his tongue in to explore Nick’s mouth. He tasted the coffee, peppermint and something just purely Nick. He moaned into his mouth trying to go further licking the back of his teeth and fighting with his tongue. Finally he needed to take a breath and pulled back, Just enough to catch he breath but still so very close that they where breathing each other’s air. He glanced up and saw how Nick’s eyes had darkened with lust and pupils were blown. He gasped at the look Nick was giving him and dove in for another kiss this time climbing into Nick’s lap to get even closer and a better angle for kissing. Chris didn’t realize until he was settled how he could feel all of Nick and felt the hardness of his cock rubbing against his. He let out a deep groan into Nick’s mouth when he felt that. Nick pulled him back and started to nip at his neck. Chris loved the feel of Nick’s lips on his neck he didn’t think he would ever like the feeling but to feel like he belonged to him to show others that someone cared about him that much made Chris moan in pleasure has Nick sucked hickey’s down his neck to his clavicle where he stopped and started sucking even harder. Chris shuddered he didn’t realize he had so many spots that where so sensitive.  He whimpered as Nick continued to suck spots on his body that he could get too. He felt Nick pulling his shirt out of his pants. Chris leaned back and pulled his shirt off himself causing Nick to gasp at seeing Chris’s chest for the first time.

“Oh God, baby you’re so beautiful. “He muttered before he surged forward to kiss across his chest to one nipple he drew the nipple in and sucked until it was a hard pebble causing Chris to moan and arch trying to get closer to Nicks mouth. Nick moved across to the other nipple doing the same thing leaving a trail of heated kisses and love bites along the way.  Chris had started to tremble with his need he wasn’t sure what to do but wanted so much more.

“N…nick please more.” He stuttered out.

“More what baby?” he whispered. “More this” he said has he sucked another spot this time right above his waist

“Lower P…please” Chris said in a whimper.

“Baby I need to take your pants off. Is that ok?” Chris nodded quickly climbing off of Nick and tried to help but his body wasn’t cooperating with him. So he resigned himself to having Nick do it all. Which didn’t turn out so bad because has he exposed more and more of Chris he kissed every inch. Chris was getting weaker in the knees and wasn’t sure how much longer he could stand.

“Baby I’m going to take you to the bedroom ok.” Nick said has he gently lifted Chris. Chris wrapped his legs around his waist and arms around his neck and began kissing Nicks neck on the way to the room. Nick almost dropped him because Chris decided that he liked to suck on his ears which were a very sensitive spot for Nick. Once they reached the bed Nick laid Chris down and gently crawled on top of him starting to kiss him again. Down his neck and chest to the hair on his stomach some would call it the treasure trail, to his thighs he sucked hickeys into each side of his hips and groan ignoring where Chris wanted to be touched the most. Chris was thrusting, trying to get some kind of friction where he wanted it the most. Nick held his hips down and started to pull down Chris’s underwear exposing his dripping cock to the air.

Nick groaned at the sight of it and slowly sunk down to the bed to take Chris in his mouth sucking him down to the root. Causing Chris to cry out in pleasure sobbing with relief at finally being touched where he wanted it the most, Nick bobbed up and down on Chris’s cock for awhile enjoying his scent and taste. He felt Chris pull on his hair. Muttering something about being close, Nick didn’t care he continued to suck until he felt Chris tense and cum in his mouth he swallowed it all even licking any extra off of Chris before crawling up to give him a kiss. Chris moaned at the combined taste of Nick and his own cum in his mouth.

“Baby was that ok I didn’t go to fast did I?” Nick asked quietly

Chris grabbed his head between his hands and gave him a deep dirty kiss. “No baby that was so great I can’t wait for more. Do you need me to…?”

“No baby tonight is about you and now it’s time to cuddle, I told you we were going slow I want to do the rest another night if that’s ok. I love you and want you to experience it all. But let’s take our time.” He sighed has he climbed behind Chris spooning him and drawing him back against his chest.

Chris sighed contently snuggling into the bed and Nick’s arms relaxing and quickly falling asleep. His last thought was how much he loved this man and that he couldn’t wait to experience everything with him. 

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THE GAZEBO: THE FIRST MEETING

Help, I have done it again  I have been here many times before  Hurt myself again today And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame  Be my friend  Hold me, wrap me up  Unfold me  I am small  I'm needy  Warm me up  And breathe me  Ouch I have lost myself again  Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,  Yeah I think that I might break  I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe Be my friend  Hold me, wrap me up  Unfold me  I am small  I'm needy  Warm me up  And breathe me  Be my friend  Hold me, wrap me up  Unfold me  I am small  I'm needy  Warm me up  And breathe me

  Has he sang, Nick was drawn closer to the haunting music and voice. He tried to be has quiet has possible so he wouldn’t startle the man. But he managed to find a twig has he crept closer. The man jumped slightly and demanded “Whose there?” He looked a bit frightened so Nick came into the light.

“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to startle you. I heard you playing and singing and was drawn to it. I hope you don’t mind my saying but you have a beautiful voice, But why such a sad song? “Nick said quietly

The man came further into the light watching Nick with suspicious eyes. “I’m sorry, but who are you. “

“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to startle you really I was just on my way to the bar across the park when I heard you singing I didn’t mean to interrupt but like I said you sound so sad is everything ok? “ Nick asked in concern.

Chris looked at him oddly. “Well I don’t know you so why would I tell you what’s going on with me. But thank you for the concern.” He slowly gathered his things and descended the steps of the Gazebo. Turning the same way that Nick was heading, Nick caught up to him and feel in step with him. “It’s not a problem. Do you mind if I walk with you the rest of the way. Maybe you would like to join us at the bar?” he inquired “My name is Nick by the way.” He said by way of introduction

Chris was startled by this offer, He never expected anyone to come across him at this time of night usually the park was deserted and no one ever seemed to come near the Gazebo even if they ventured into the park. He didn’t say nothing to the tall dark haired man, (that took his breath away) he just continued on his way not really responding or giving any indication that he was paying attention. But that didn’t seem to make the man stop talking. He continued to ask Chris numerous questions, nothing all that personal but still seemed to be very interested in what Chris had to say.

They finally reached the street where the Pub was and Nick turned to Chris and asked him again. “Would you join me, I would enjoy the company and would be nice to get to know you if that’s ok.” Nick said in a quiet voice.

Chris looked at him, giving him a sad smile and said softly “Just for a little bit, I...I don’t normally do this but I do need a distraction and this will work if that’s ok I don’t really want to interfere with you time with your friends though I will just go sit at the bar out of the way for now. My name is Chris.” He said sticking out his hand to shake Nicks. Nick gripped his hand in preparation to shake it when they both felt a shock. Nick jerked his hand away thinking that he must have dragged his feet or something to cause the static. He looked up to see Chris and his huge eyes. He had never seen eyes like his before. He thought they were dark in the light of the Gazebo but not that they were under a street lamp he noticed that they where a startling blue. They seemed to reflect the light around him causing them to change colors depending on how the light was hitting them. Nick gasped at this not really knowing what to do or say. Chris stepped back mumbling a “sorry “and headed into the bar. Nick followed close behind him not wanting to upset this beautiful man but realizing that his actions might in fact be scaring him.

He entered and saw his friends right away. He made his way to the bar first to make sure the Chris was taken care of without him knowing it. He then headed over to his friends but situated himself where he could see Chris and make sure no one bothered him. He for some reason felt the need to protect this man. It was strange that he felt this way. He had never been drawn to someone so immediately like he was to Chris. It scared him in its intensity. His friends were having trouble getting Nicks attention. “Earth to Nick come back to us where are you right now?” His friend Sam said jokingly.  Sam noticed how he wasn’t getting any kind of reaction out of Nick. “Buddy what’s going on you seemed so upbeat and happy earlier what’s changed since then?” he asked with concern. He followed Nicks gaze and saw the man sitting at the bar. He noted how very tall and slender the man was. He couldn’t see his face really but know that Nick wouldn’t just go for anyone. “Why don’t you go ask him to dance he looks a little lonely.”Sam said.

“You have no idea how I found him he is so very sad I don’t want to push him or anything but I do want to help him.  I’m not sure he would accept a dance anyway.” Nick sighed looking down

Sam slapped him upside the head. “Don’t you dare do that you get your ass over there and ask him or I will ask him for you. You can’t help him if you don’t even try to talk to him.”  Sam said a bit angrily, he hated how negative Nick could be about some things sometimes. “Fine ok I will go ask but I’m pretty sure he won’t accept. Just then an older song came on causing Nick to groan he turned to his friends with a dirty look. “Of course it would be this song that would come on you know I don’t really like you right now just want you to know.” He then walked over to Chris a bit nervously.

“Chris would you like to dance. I know you seem to have a lot going on but maybe this will help distract you. “He said quietly. Chris gave him a faint smile and took his hand to lead him out to the dance floor.

Nick rests his hands on Chris waist Chris shyly puts his arms up around his neck. Nick hears him singing. He is so surprised; he loves his voice and notices as others around them stop to listen.

"Truly Madly Deeply"

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply do I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on A new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning, yeah [chorus:] I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky, I'll make a wish send it to heaven Then make you want to cry The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of The highest powers In lonely hours The tears devour you [chorus] Oh can you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes 'Cause it's standing right before you All that you need will surely come I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply do [chorus] I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to live like this forever Until the sky falls down on me

They continued to dance threw that song and a few other slow ones. Chris seemed to be moving closer, resting his head on his shoulder. He noticed there seemed to be a dampness forming there. He gently rose up Chris face to see that he was crying. “Hey what’s wrong? Please don’t cry.” He said softly wiping the tears away.

“I’m sorry just such a sad song and I want to thank you, that you’re here with me you don’t even really know me yet you have stayed through all this how come?” Nick looked at him smiling softly. “I told you I wanted to get to know you and was there to help. You worried me when I found you in the park playing such a sad song. I don’t know but there is something about you that I want to be there for you and make sure your ok. I don’t like that you’re sad. I don’t think you should ever be sad. Please let me help you become happy again.” He said looking into those beautiful eyes. He so wanted to kiss him but didn’t think it would be a very good idea. After all they really just met, but all of this felt so right like he was meant to be here with Chris.  Chris watched him wide eyed and smiled faintly. “Ok I’m willing to let you try. I don’t understand all this but I’m willing to give it a shot. I’m hoping all will be good from now on I can’t take much worse right now. I need something good in my life. I don’t know what brought you too me tonight but maybe it was meant to be. Maybe… maybe we are meant to be I don’t know but I will most certainly give it a chance.”  He said shly looking at Nick trying to gage how he was feeling about all this.

“Chris I am more than willing to give this a chance, I have a question though. I don’t want to be pushy but I have kind of wanted to kiss you all night would that be ok?” He looked intently at Chris. Chris blushed but nodded in agreement.

Nick slowly leaned down and brushed his lips on Chris’s. He couldn’t believe that this man was letting him do this, that he was willing to get closer to him. He gasped when their lips touched. Chris deepend it pulling Nick by the back of the neck, they stayed like that for what seemed like forever but had only been a couple minutes. When they both came up for air, Nick rested his forehead against Chris’s

“Wow, that….that was unexpected. I don’t think I have ever felt like that before. “He whispered breathlessly. “I don’t know what to say but all I know is I want more.” He said with a smirk and pulled Chris in for another deep kiss. He heard the wolf whistles from his friends and others in the bar.

“Do you want to leave go somewhere quiet and get some coffee or something, it might be easier to talk?” He asked quietly

Chris nodded. “Let me go get my things and then we can leave.”  They gathered their stuff and headed to the nearest coffee shop. They didn’t know that this would be something that would become normal for them and that they would be doing this for years to come.

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A CHANCE FOR A NEW BEGINNING chapter 2

THE RESULTS

After a few rings Wes finally picked up.

“ello” he grumbled sleepily

“Hey Wes how are you?” Seb asked nonchalantly

“Seb I love you and all, but do you know what time it is?” Wes grumbled.

“Wes I’m sorry I…I just really needed someone to talk to I’m really scared. Something happened and I’m not sure how to handle it, it’s about Kurt. Can you please come and sit with me?

“Oh God, what happened?” Have you contacted his family?”

“Yes they are on their way but it’s going to be awhile, I’m allowed to see him and be told what is going on but you’re the only one close enough who I would trust with something like this and pretty sure Kurt would too. So please can you come to the hospital as soon as possible.

“Yes sebby I’m heading out now, Keep calm ok I know that you have feelings for him, and I understand why you are scared. I will be there soon ok.”

“Wes thank you so much. You don’t know how much this means to me.”

“OK Seb is there anyone else we need to contact?”

“Wes at this moment I just want it to be you and hopefully Kurt will be ok with that. But I got to go they just called his name I need to see what’s going on. Talk to you soon. Call me when your here and I will meet you.

“Ok Seb bye for now.”

“Family of Kurt Hummel?” A dr was saying

“Im his friend who found him, I talked to his dad and he is allowing me to stand in until he gets here from Ohio, the nurse in reception has all the information.”

“Ok “the Dr said “I’m Dr Harris “he said to Sebastian

Sebastian shook his hand and introduced himself. “Sebastian Smythe sir”

“First off it’s a good thing you found him when you did I’m not sure if he would have made it otherwise according to the drug test that we took he had a large amount of Rohyponl in his system, which is what caused his unconsciousness. We pumped his stomach to make sure we got rid of the excess drugs. He also has been raped, which from what I understand you had walked in on I’m very sorry you had to witness that.  According to the rape kit and the semen samples we were able to get there was at least two individuals involved in the rape. It is normal protocol for us to test for STD’s in cases like these. But we won’t get the results for at least another week. Do you know if your friend was sexually active?” Dr. Harris asked. 

“No sir. I’m not positive I do know that he hasn’t had a boyfriend for a few months and Kurt is not one to do casual sex.”

“Ok well that is a plus. He has suffered some damage at the rape site. He will have severe internal bruising and has a few tears both in and out.  During our exam we also noted some anomalies. We would have to speak to his family more about it, but we think Kurt carries a rare gene that makes it possible for him to get pregnant. If this is the case we will need to keep an eye on him, this is a very rare occurrence and there are very few dr. that specialize in male pregnancy. He is still unconscious but that is due to medical reasons then from the incident. He should be in a room soon at which time you can go see him. He will be very sore; he also might be very jumpy and nonresponsive to males right now so just be careful and take your time when you approach him. With roofies you never know how much the victim will remember, hopefully not much. It will be very traumatic otherwise.

“Ok, thank you Dr. Harris.” Seb said quietly sinking down into a chair in shock and tried to keep himself composed. He was supposed to be here for Kurt at least until Kurt’s family arrived.  He wasn’t sure what to do or say. He was wishing so much that Wes was with him right now. He looked at his phone a bit desperately hoping to get a phone call from his friend saying he was there. He decided maybe he should call his family and talk to them it might help the way he was feeling even if he couldn’t be around his mom for the much needed hug and shoulder that he was wishing was there right now for him. He hated that it was only a bit after 3 in the morning but he just really needed something to comfort him.

The phone on the other end rang a few times; Sebastian almost hung up with much disappointment when it was answered with a groggy hello.

“sebby honey what’s wrong why are you calling.” His mom said sleepily

“mommy, I’m sorry to wake you. I… I just needed to talk to you”

“Seb dear what’s going on? Are you hurt? Your scaring me baby.”

“Mommy I’m scared something happened tonight… not to me to a friend and I’m scared. I don’t know what to do. I was at a party some of my friends had put on. I saw an old school mate, I’m not sure if he saw me. I had gone to find him a little later in the party and that’s when I…. I walked in on him being hurt. Mommy they were raping him, I got them off and out of the room, but he… he wouldn’t wake up. I called the police and the ambulance. I’m here at the hospital waiting to go see him. Mommy they drugged him and it almost killed him and I’m so scared mom because, well I was so happy to see him at the party I really liked him back then but never told him there was things going on in our life’s at that point that I well, you know how I was in high school and I wound up pushing him away. I don’t want to lose him now that I found him but I’m not sure what’s going to happen now that this has happened to him I don’t want him to be alone but not sure he will let me help. He is still unconscious they said has soon as he was in his room they would get me.”

“Baby, ok honey calm down. now first off where are his parents? You just need to show him that your there for him right now baby; then see how the rest goes ok. Is he going to be ok and how is it that you get to go and see him I thought it was only family in these kind of situations?”

“I called his dad when we got here, the medics let me ride in the ambulance with him but once I got here they wouldn’t let me go further than the waiting room.  I called his dad to let him know what was going on and that I didn’t want to leave him alone. He was able to talk to the nurse and get the information needed to give me permission to be the person they talk to until he can come here. Kurt’s family has to come from Ohio.

“Ok Sebby do you need me or dad to come there you know we can make it fairly quickly if you need us to.”

“No mom its ok I’m waiting for Wes to show up. He is here in town too and I’m pretty sure Kurt would be ok with him being here.”

Ok honey well you know if you or your friend or his family needs anything just let us know ok. “

“Ok Mommy thank you I love you “Seb said a bit tearfully.

“Love you too baby. Will you be ok until Wes gets there?”

“Yeah talking to you has helped me thank you.”

Just has Sebastian hung up the phone there was a call from Wes.

“Seb I’m here where are you?”

“Just come in Wes I’m still in the waiting room.” Seb said quietly

“Ok im coming ok wait for me if they come get you before I make it in this parking lot is crazy.”

“I will Wes” seb said with a quiver in his voice.

“Family of Kurt Hummel” said a nurse coming out at that moment.

“That’s us” Said Wes a bit breathlessly running over to Sebastian has the nurse looked at them both a little oddly but didn’t question them further.

Wes tugged gently at Sebastian’s arm to get him to follow the nurse.

They followed her back to the rooms and upon seeing Kurt, Sebastian broke down he collapsed to the floor sobbing. He hadn’t realized that Kurt had been beat in the process of his rape his face was all bruised; it was even more noticeable due to how pale Kurt was.

“Sebby come on you need to calm down you don’t want Kurt to see you like this do you? I know your scared but it’s going to be ok he is strong he will make it through this and we will help him ok.”

“Wes, just seeing him like this it scares me I don’t want to lose him not now. You didn’t see what I saw I.. I thought he was dead I couldn’t get him to wake up it was so scary seeing him like that he has always been so strong and to see someone do that to him was horrible.”

“Seb, He’s going to be ok. Now get up and go to him let him know you are here, I’m more then sure he will know your here and that will help him. Do what you do best, Seb sing to him.”

“Ok I’m not sure about this song Kurt” He whispered into his ear “I hope you like it I know it helps me when I’m feeling down I hope it will do the same for you.”

When you try your best, but you don't succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone, but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you And high up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you Tears stream down on your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down on your face And I... Tears stream down on your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes Tears stream down on your face And I... Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you

  The Dr. and nurse who where nearby stopped to listen to the song and was amazed at the voice that was singing. 

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ODD ONES ch 2 PART 2

New Friends Part 2

Jeff silently went back to check on Kurt he indicated to the other boys to be quiet. He was amazed at how silent they were. He gently pushed the door open to revel Kurt in the corner of the room knees drown up to his chest, arms hugging them tightly to his body. He looked around for Sam and found her on the floor. He knew all about Kurt’s conditions and so did Sam and Doug they knew better then to touch Kurt’s bare skin especially his hand. He looked up upon hearing the door open. All he saw was Jeff, he began to cry harder.

“Please Jeff check and make sure she’s ok. She brushed up against my ear, thank goodness not my hands, but I’m afraid to get near her, Please tell…tell me she’s ok I don’t think I could handle it if I had hurt someone else.” He said breathlessly tears falling down his checks. Sebastian and Wes both wanted to go over and comfort the boy but wasn’t sure how he would respond to that. He was so very skittish that they weren’t sure he wouldn’t bolt has soon as they drew to close to him.

“Kurt “Sebastian said softly. He slowly walked into the room followed closely by Wes. Kurt looked at them with fear in his eyes. He started shifting like he was going to bolt. Sebastian held his hands out and up showing that he meant no harm, gesturing to the boys behind to leave. All but Wes left the room.” Kurt I promise we aren’t here to hurt you. We just want to help. Please is there anything we can do to help.”

Kurt looked at him with huge eyes. Tears still silently falling down, He shook his head and said “You can’t do anything I will hurt you if you touch me and I can’t do that anymore. I think I will just leave get away from all humans, since I just seem to hurt all that I care about anyway.” He said quietly getting up and brushing himself off.  Just then Sam woke up, she seemed to be fine no damage done and looked at Kurt smiling sadly at him. “Don’t you dare run away Kurt. I’m fine I was stupid and got to close I know better and it’s my fault for getting that close, Don’t leave us Kurt we love you and want you to stay. I so wish I could hug you Kurt to show you how much we care. Please don’t go I couldn’t handle it if something happened to you. Who would I go shopping with and make me choose acceptable clothes; after all I’m fashionably challenged.” She said with a grin.

“Sammy I’m scared to hurt you guys, next time we might not be so lucky. You know where I was before coming here. My mindset wasn’t the greatest and I would go back to that if something where to happen to any of you 3 you have become my family. I can’t lose that I would rather leave and know your safe then chance losing someone else close to me. “He said sadly heading towards the door. Only to find it blocked by Sebastian and Wes.

“What if there was someone you could touch and not worry about hurting them? What would you do for that?” Sebastian asked him quietly. Kurt looked at him oddly. “I have never met anyone like that it would be wonderful to be able to have that, to be able to touch, to be able to feel. It has been so very long since I have had a hug or someone to hold my hand. My curse wasn’t bad when I was little I could still touch my parents without shocking them or hurting them in any way. It was when I turned sixteen that things began to change. I had to be very careful of how I touched people. I…I managed to put one of my bullies in the hospital at one time, another time I …I hurt my mom she was in a coma when I left I…I couldn’t be there anymore I knew it was my fault and didn’t want to hurt her or dad anymore so I just left they don’t even know where I am at. I have tried to stay low, since I have seen flyers and such around. But I can’t go back I don’t want that to happen anymore. I just hurt everyone I touch I need to just go where there is no people and that way I don’t have to worry about hurting anyone.” He tried to go around the two boys but both where stronger and taller than him. He sighed in defeat and turned to go the other way. That’s when he felt it something warm grabbing onto his hand. Then his other hand had the same sensation. He stopped dead in his tracks not really understanding what was going on. He slowly turned to look at his hands and saw one had a tan hand wrapped around his own and the other was a bit paler and had long fingers also gripping him tightly. He stood in shock for a few minutes, before he realized what all this implied. He began to shake, he wasn’t sure what to do he hadn’t had human touch in so long. He slowly slides to the floor sobs racking his body at all the emotion that was coursing through him. Sebastian and Wes went down to the floor with him. Sebastian pulling him into his lap and holding him close to his chest trying to calm the smaller man down.

“Kurt, we’re sorry we didn’t mean to upset you we wanted to show you what we were talking about.” Sebastian stroked his back trying to comfort him. Kurt wrapped his arms around Sebastian and pulled Wes even closer, wanting all the contact he could get it had been so very long, he had almost forgot what it felt like to be held. He continued to sob. The other boys heard all that was going on and came in to see if they could help. They noticed how Wes and Sebastian seemed to be drawing closer to the small man, they noticed that Wes was humming something Nick knew what the song was and started to sing it.

I Want To Hold Your Hand"

Oh yeah, I'll tell you something I think you'll understand When I'll say that something I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand Oh please, say to me You'll let me be your man And please, say to me You'll let me hold your hand I'll let me hold your hand I wanna hold your hand And when I touch you I feel happy Inside It's such a feeling that my love I can't hide I can't hide I can't hide Yeah, you've got that something I think you'll understand When I'll say that something I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand And when I touch you I feel happy Inside It's such a feeling that my love I can't hide I can't hide I can't hide Yeah, you've got that something I think you'll understand When I'll feel that something I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand

Kurt’s sobs started to slow down and he slowly drew away from Sebastian and Wes. “I’m sorry” he said trying to get up and pull away from the two men. But Sebastian wouldn’t let him go. “Kurt there is nothing to be sorry for. We told you we wanted to help and it seems that you needed that pretty badly. Just know we are here for you and not just me and Wes but all of us. We would like to talk to you about the school we go too. I think it would be good for you and they will accept you and help you in any way you need.”

Kurt looked at Sebastian and the rest of the young men in bafflement. “But I don’t understand why you want to do this. You don’t really know anything about me.” He said in confusion.

“Kurt that’s part of the reason we want to, so we can get to know you better. Most of us have had the same kind of challenges has you in one way or another. It may be that we have been bullied for who we are or for that special thing about you. But we are all where we are because of something similar and want to help you adjust and know that there is others out there and are very willing to be there for you in whatever way you will allow us to be.” Wes said softly

“Dalton takes great pride in the fact that they specialize in helping boys with some very unique issues. They have researched on everything you can think of and help educate you in how to control it or protect others from it. You are the first that we have found that is the opposite of us that seems to be what those of us who have these unique abilities need is someone who carries the opposite curse or whatever you want to call it. Wes and I have what they have named negative energy. In other words we can draw electricity out of places if we touch the walls or the machines. So because you cause energy we counteract each other which means we can touch each other with no harm to either of us.” Sebastian said calmly

Kurt could not believe this he gently reached out and touched Wes again with not negative effect. Only thing he felt was the heat from the other young man and the warmth and comfort from having Sebastian holding him close. He wasn’t sure he could leave the warmth and safety he felt.

“But how can I even go I mean I think a few times you have been in here you have had uniforms and if that’s the case there is no way I can go for one, Once I left my home I dropped out of school and haven’t been back since I try to keep up through correspondents and such but I’m sure it’s not good enough. Another thing is there will be no way I can afford to go to a private school. I just don’t see how this will happen. Thank you for telling me about it but I will just continue to work here with Jeff until I’m eighteen then I will get my GED or something. I kind of knew that this would happen once I ran away.”

Sebastian looked at him sadly “ you will do no such thing we will figure stuff out there are scholarships and such at Dalton and just from what we heard we are pretty sure on music alone you will get in. We will prepare you for the testing and such over the summer that way you can test to get into next year we will get you caught up has much as possible. But I think it would be good for you to finish school and Dalton will get your foot in the door in so many places especially if you do really well. Please say you will let us help you.” Sebastian said looking at him with concern and sincerity in his eyes.

“OK I will give it a try. But please let me do as much of this on my own as I can. I would feel better if I did.  I will also continue to work here I love it here and will stay with Jeff if at all possible since I’m pretty sure that school is a boarding school, but there is no way I can afford that on top of all the rest so I hope I will be able to stay at Jeff’s otherwise not sure I can go. “He said a bit stubbornly

The young men saw the set look to Kurt jaw and realized that this was something that he would not back down from. So they all nodded in agreement for the time being. They would figure something out at a later time to get Kurt into the school and to board.

Sebastian, regretfully released Kurt so they could all get up off the floor, “Well we are still in school for another week or so, so we need to get back before curfew. Do you have a phone if so we can exchange numbers and keep in contact that way if it’s ok with you?” Kurt smiled faintly pulling his phone out of his pocket to hand it to Sebastian. Who then added his number in and preceded to hand it around the room.  Each young man in turn would hand Kurt their phone so he could enter in his information. By the time all was said and done Kurt had gotten 20 new phone numbers and wasn’t sure he would remember half of them at least not yet. He had a feeling he would though, if the number exchange was an indication. He watched has they all slowly left the Jumping Bean, last to go was Sebastian and Wes. They both pulled Kurt into a hug. Sebastian mumbling in his ear, “If you need anything please call one of us we will be here as soon as we can. “ Sebastian talking to him like that so close to his ear and his neck, Sebastian’s breathe ghosting across the sensitive skin caused Kurt to shiver. He tried to stop it but there was just no way. HE was hoping that the two didn’t feel it but was sure they did when they both drew back with big smiles on their faces. He felt his cheeks warm up the heat reaching all the way down his neck.

“T…Thank you. I…I will do that. “He strutted out as they watched him turn redder by the second. They smiled and turned to the door.

“Bye Kurt it was good to finally talk to you hope to again soon. “ Wes said.

Sebastian just nodded in agreement and watched the color in Kurt’s cheeks and how his eyes seemed to be glowing. He sighed once they were both out of ear shot from Kurt.

“Seb, what was that for? We finally got to actually talk to him after how long? Now maybe he will continue to talk to us so why such a big sigh?”

“Wes, He just seems so sad. I want to be there for him but have a feeling that is going to take awhile and to see him so upset it was horrible. I wonder just how much he went through at his old school. No one deserves that kind of treatment no matter what and to think that someone who seems to have so much going on anyway to have the bullies on top of it all. I… I just hate that he’s gone through so much. “Sebastian said sadly

“Well we are here for him now. We just need to show him how people really do care and let him know that we will do whatever he needs from us. I think it’s going to be a long process for him to trust us. So we will have to be patient. I think we have made a bit of head way if he’s willing to at least think about going to Dalton with us. We also got to remember that Jeff will hurt us if we push or hurt Kurt in anyway. So we got to tread carefully. But I think Kurt will be worth it. I just hope he will realize his self worth as well.  Someone who can sing like that shouldn’t be in hiding they need to be out bringing people joy with that beautiful voice of his. I mean it’s not really fair even his speaking voice is divine I have never heard anything like it.  I honestly can’t wait to hear him talk more, Much less his singing.” Wes said with a far off look in his eyes.

 “Earth to Wes, come back to us Wes.” Seb said jokingly “But I know what you mean he is unique in a lot of ways that’s for sure. I hope we can find out more about him soon. “He said has he climbed into his Jag, Wes getting in the passenger seat, settling back for the short drive back to Dalton.

Kurt watched all of them go from the window. Still shocked about all that had just happened he wasn’t sure what to make of it all. To be honest he was a bit scared. He knew that once those two handsome boys were able to touch him he was in trouble. He wanted to have more. His life had had so little of physical touch that any was pretty addicting to him at this point. Just to be held had been wonderful.  

He was excited that he was making new friends but he was still leery until he saw how they would be around him on a regular basis. He was the same with Jeff, Sam and Doug. He was very protective of himself in that regard and would continue to do so. He would have to look up more about Dalton after he got home. The thought of a school out there that catered to his needs intrigued him. He wanted to find out has much as he could about it and what they specialized in. He was ready to go back to school he really did like learning and missed it terribly he also loved to sing and if there was a change of that he would most defiantly take the opportunity. He finished the clean up and turned off the lights to head home and talk to Jeff about the day’s events.