🙉 what are two things that make my muse uncomfortable in conversation
there are two limits when it comes to conversation with darcy: emotions and his past. bringing up either will result in a swift ehhhhhh okay i gotta go take a smoke break and--- poof, he’s gone.
eli can keep the vaguely humanoid mask on for long enough to speak about emotions, but if you get him going on sex or religion, you’ll notice a sort of glazed over look in his eyes and a noticeable silence from his corner of the lunchroom table.
💚 what does my muse get envious over?
darcy’s cardinal sin is envy through and through-- the man can’t even look at brad pitt without having a conniption. mostly, it’s friendship that he can’t help but linger on.
when eli is in public, he watches families. maybe in the back of his mind he’s aware of it, but if you asked him what he’s looking at, he'll be swift in covering it up with some excuse of being in another world.
🙈 what’s my muse’s biggest blind spot?
darcy can’t see past his own self-pity to save his life.
eli can’t see past his own logical fallacies to save his life.