"...easter sunday has always been a day and point of reflection for myself... not only do i observe christ's day of resurrection, but in the past i also take the time to reflect and take a moment to reflect on things i might've somehow forgotten. i recently got reminded that somehow i'm still not quite sure who i am, who and what i want to be. for a hot while, i struggled and i was really being too tough on myself. but just as i realized, that i shouldn't be and i need to ease on beating myself up for it, just because i briefly forgotten that i am still trying to figure it all out, who i am and who i want to be on a daily. i believe this goes for everyone, we are all just trying to figure it out as we go along. the best we can always do is reflect on who you were in the past, compare and contrast that to who you want to be in the future, and you split the difference, that is who you are NOW. for example like, 'i was a success at some point, i have stumbled, fallen and failed. i have gotten up, brought myself to this juncture, now i want to succeed again...' sometimes, we get so used to winning that we forget how to accept defeat. sometimes, we stall and forget to start back up right away. in hind sight, somehow i've always been able to manage and able to keep a mental and emotional parachute that i always have to keep weaving together for myself. that everyday i can wake up and be reminded that i am alive..." Ryan #EasterSunday #Reflection #Easter #Sunday #EasyOnASunday #SundayThoughts #RyC #Writing #Words #excerpts #Alive #BeAlive #Grateful #Thankful #Blessed #BeYou #BeMe #Be #JustBe #OddsAndEnds #ThroughOddsAndEnds #Blog ✍️☝️🙏🙌💪👣💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/B-53HWwDb3c/?igshid=fw5ge578zcvh
