Do You Remember?
(December 2016)
Do you remember when I was anorexic? Now I am a maniac-kleptic I steal junk food to chew and spit I collect cups into which I spit
Do you remember when I was healthy? Now I’m so sick no one can help me The pain’s so bad, it makes me cry I tried everything, I even tried to die
Thank you, Stanford Hospital I got fat but I will never get full Thank you, Lactulose medication You finally cured my constipation
Now I need a cure for Lactulose ‘Cause I’m sick to death of feeling gross Until they find a magic bullet for pain In this torture chamber I remain
Every night before I go to bed I curse myself for taking it off the shelf Every morning when I wake up I plot how to kill myself
They say mistakes aren’t made by God But Lactulose was a man-made job They say that “to err is human” I made an error that made me feel subhuman
They say everything happens for a reason I say when shit happens, find a reason for pleasin’ God gave me a message in the wild He said Lactulose is not his child
God told me not to take my life and leave Lactulose to ruin others’ lives God told me to tell the world That Lactulose broke a beautiful girl