It’s...a Tuesday? I’ve had a bad day. So I’m a touch high and drunk thanks to pain meds and moonshine. I’m feeling a bit sappy and mopey and lonely all at the same time. Kids, if you have the choice to do ANYTHING else besides food service and retail...do it. Don’t do food service and retail if you got the choice. Do better. Seriously. It sucks. Unless you work for some amazing store with fantastic bosses and great employees...don’t.
Also, impacted Wisdom teeth are the worst thing in the world right now. There are far worse things I know it. But right now I”m in agony. well...actually right now I’m floating somewhere.
I suddenly remember why I used to stick to just one RP site at a time. Trying to keep up with them both when I’m so tired all the time makes me doubly exhausted sometimes. BUT I love both communities so I can’t give up on them. So MEH life. Take that!
You know what also sucks? Being deeply in love with someone but they don’t know it and you’re terrified to tell them cause they more than likely don’t feel the same and it would just make things awkward and it’s likely they already have someone too and bleh. It doesn’t help they live in another freakin’ country.
I miss her. She’s busy with work and I feel like a terrible human being for wanting something as selfish as more of her time. Just to say hi and chat and things. It hurts when we spend so much time not talking. Oh gods i wish I could tell her how I feel without it making things awkward. But I’m also just happy to be her friend. I don’t even know if she cares about me as much as I do her. At least she still talks to me.
I’m rambling about things. What am I even talking about? I’m typing while listening to loud ass music on these new speakers I got. They re pretty awesome. LOVE the bass on them. Little subwoofer is amazing. I think I need to stop typing now before I just keep thinking and typing at the same time.
RAMBLING DRUNK/HIGH EBBY DONE GOODBYE