Aug 26, 2025
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finding out that the term 'beef' being synonymous with 'conflict' has been around since the 19th century but became popularized in the US in the mid-20th century, which means I can use it in hellcheer fics 😈😈
personal rant lmao
I've been having the worst time trying to be a human with passions lately and writing isn't even in the backseat these days. It's in the trailer attached to a car that's currently crashed in a ditch or something.
I feel like I can't put my heart into anything in progress right now, but the idea of starting something new makes me feel inexplicably guilty, so I'm stuck in this weird limbo where I'm basically frozen with my fingers poised above the keys, searching for this elusive inspiration in places anywhere but within me.
I want to write, that's the worst part. But I had this thought the other day, looking at my untouched laptop, where I was like, "wow I can't believe I bought a Macbook 4 years ago and I'm not even using it anymore"
Which is insane, yes, because it's been, like, 2 weeks, not 2 years, but it feels like so much longer.
anyway all that is to say, it's rough out here for a gangster (me)
six non selfie photos from my camera roll! (tagged by @astorytotellyourfriends, tysm my love!)
tbh I had to scroll for a while just to find pictures that aren’t my cats so 😅
I’m gonna tag (no pressure ofc!) @cyraclove @cunninghamchrissie @arisque @deliriumsdelusion7 and anyone else who might want to play!
after 18 loving years, we had to put the absolute best boy to rest this week and it has been… excruciating
today I cried making lunch because I realized I wouldn’t have to set any aside for his snacks
and then I cried again when I got home because he wasn’t at the door to greet me
it was the best thing, and I know he’s not in pain anymore, but grief really doesn’t care what’s best for the grieved
it only knows how to entomb the grieving
chrissy cunningham i love you but i ADORE writing from eddie's perspective I'm sorry i missed this stupid unhinged idiot so much
oooh wait since u mentioned trying different things
have u ever tried brazilian food and if so what did u think
my experience with Brazilian food is super limited bc locally the only restaurants we have are really high-end steakhouses that I, a certified Poor™, can't afford.
however I have had brigadeiros from a cute lil bakery that's in my old neighborhood and they're to die for, and my dad has used the allegedly traditional Brazilian method (according to recipe videos on youtube) to make picanha multiple times, and both were incredible.
if you wanna go on a date though 👉👈
ask me anything!!
I started collecting special sprayed edge editions of books a couple years ago bc who needs a nest egg, amiright?
and I'm so sad bc I am missing TWO (2) books in two different trilogies and they're both the second book.
resale for these bitches is outrageous, too
UGH ok I just wanted to complain
when the fic goes so far off the rails that I have no control over what they do anymore
they're steering this boat, kids, I'm just trying to guide them to shore 🥹💋