i am honestly so cruel to this body. today i drove straight from a party to my 8am class hungover as fuck and coming off weed and molly with no sleep after not eating for days and this is like a regular occurrence. my modus operandi if you will. i literally have to take 40 milligrams of adderal everyday just to stay standing upright. and i was about to pop another addy and hit the gym then go right back to raging after class ended until i almost passed out in the campus parking lot and my friend was like “just give yourself a minute”. the way i live my life is honestly taking such a toll but I'm so scared of slowing down









