introduction to myself
(This is a weird idea, but I’m going to write about myself in the third person as if i’m describing another person...enjoy)
note; the lowercase letters are intended.
cas is a young girl that you’d look at and say, “she defiantly listens to my chemical romance and cries about twenty øne piløt’s hiatus.” i mean, look at her. she has short ocean-blue/green hair, slightly shaved sides with long bangs making a fringe over her face, covering her forehead and eyebrows, held up by her black-rimmed, rectangular glasses. her hair is naturally straight, but she curls it a lot because it’s just a bit too long, and hey, it’s prettier that way. she has dark chocolate, almost void-like eyes that seem to be somewhat emotionless and apathetic. her lips are a rose pink, with blushy cheeks and a massive resting bitchface. god, she always wears the same Metallica hoodie every day, skinny jeans and a silver chain on the left side of her pants. she’s tall and slim, with an hourglass figure, but you can’t see her body when she constantly hides her form from others in the worry of judgement floating around in her mind.
she sounds edgy, like an anime character, or a 2011 MySpace emo. she even makes fun of herself for it, but tries to comfort her “edgy” interests with the fact that her 32 year old brother is probably just as edgy. most tend to avoid confrontation with her, mostly because they’re a bit scared to approach her. but in reality, she’s a loud, ambitious person who can be a bit annoying sometimes with the amount that she talks. she can be a bit blunt, sometimes rude and as people like to say “you’re like a cold coffee; sweet, but cold with a touch of bitterness.” actually, no one says that, she just made that up. she’s funny and intelligent, a major smartass. she struggles a lot though, depression is something that has followed her for her entire life, and her own lack of confidence in her body brings her down often.
she’s very passionate about music and writing. she’s a clichè band kid, who plays the clarinet, outside of band however, she plays the flute, piano, ukulele and is attempting to teach herself gutair. if only she had a lovely singing voice, which she really doesn’t. but she’s not awful either; just learning. her music taste is widely spread through hip-hop, “emo-trap” (that’s an actual genre), metal, “soundcloud rappers”, and whatever fucking genre Dodie Clark is. her favorite artists are twenty øne piløts, lil peep, $uicideboy$, Lund, Hollywood Undead, and Metallica. as well as her passion for music, she enjoys writing very much. she doesn’t consider herself to be very good at it; especially not the subject of originality. she’s been told that informational text is her strong point, most likely why her best class is Social Studies rather than Language Arts. Though, she still doesn’t like school and isn’t exactly a Straight A student. Then again, there isn’t much that’s straight about this girl.
Other than the fact that she’s in love with a boy who’s name means “fire”, she’s LGBTQA+ and an activist of their rights, inside and out of school. She’s proud of her identity and makes way too many gay jokes. it’s not funny anymore, cas!
so if there were just a few words to describe her they would be
-edgy
-gay
-musical
-loud
(holy shit. this is so bad. and edgy. i’m sorry.)
tagging a few people to read/follow ~
@punchmeinthethroatryanross @fangirl-of-existence @marvelssassbutt @grayhoodiez