#edwinpaynekin

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I really miss my friends. Charles, Niko, Crystal- if you're out there at all, I love you. Take care of yourselves. - Edwin Payne (Dead Boy Detectives)

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I'm thinking of you softly, Charles. I wish we were able to work a case together again. - Edwin Payne (Dead Boy Detectives)

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I've been thinking about you today, Charles. I hope you're well, wherever you are. - Edwin Payne (Dead Boy Detectives)

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I feel guilty for Niko's death. Which I know is stupid- I was just in a position where I needed to be rescued. She died during it. I'm sorry, Niko. I wish you could have had a long and joyous life. You deserved that and so much more- you were a truly wonderful person to know, and always so bright and gentle. I was lucky to be your friend. - Edwin Payne (Dead Boy Detectives)

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Charles, I hope you're well. I'm thinking of you. - Edwin Payne (Dead Boy Detectives)

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Charles, I am sorry. I told you I would make sure we never get split up; it seems I failed to keep that promise.

I am unsure if it was Death, in the end— or perhaps the Lost & Found Department? Something else entirely? But I miss you.

I miss Clue nights, I miss cards. I miss going to the cinema, reading to you. I miss our work— the office, our agency. (God knows the state of our case files, now that I’m not around to maintain order.) I even miss Crystal, though I’d never admit it if she asked. It is difficult for me to articulate, but I feel as though I am not whole, without you. Even with my experiences in the Dollhouse, I have never felt so… emptied.

I do apologise; with no cases to keep me preoccupied, I find myself reminiscing. At a different time, I would have considered this “far too much emotion for one day”. I just needed you to be aware.

I hope you are well, Charles. I love you.

— Edwin Payne

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I had such a vivid nightmare about Hell. I woke up out of breath from the fear and running. I never want to go back there. - Edwin Payne (Dead Boy Detectives)

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I dreamt of the Cat King last night. I have to admit, he is quite attractive and intriguing. - Edwin Payne (Dead Boy Detectives)

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