Aug 22, 2021
oh i know im gonna be SICK when i finally watch 15x18. i just watched 11x04 for the first time yesterday and . oh my fucking god the angel's gay he's in love with dean they're gonna kill him for loving dean i literally HATE it here what the Fuck 😐😐😐
#it's very interesting to watch spn after having the whole series spoiled/knowing the end before you begin etc#especially being in online/fandom spaces for so long#hearing about all these iconic moments in compilations before seeing them myself in context#like 'is this a destiel moment because im reading it that way or just because everyone else said so first?'#i feel like im an unwitting participant in some big study#anyway all of this floats around in the back of my mind when i watch spn#but . um#uh m#they're gay. they're literally in love i don't know what to fucking tell you!!!!!!!!!!#i dont even know the specifics of what leads up to the confession but . jesus fucking christ#im going to be destroyed for at LEAST a week after seeing that with my own two eyeballs#😐#egan.lb
