#ehidk

[the-scungles-of-crungles]

Imagine explaining your relationship with tumblr users out loud to your favorite grandparent or an older coworker or an employee at a public park. Why are you here complaining abt trans headcanons you could be learning calligraphy rn. You could be fishing you could start one of those penny collecting booklets. You could be playing badminton. You could be splashing around in a puddle

Thanks, grand-anon. Elderly anon

[speraviadastra]

I think you though. I think you really kinda really helped showed me that I wasn’t happy with him. Just little things i didn’t even realise I was doing. One night I was really upset, so i went to my wardrobe and instead of his jumper, I put on yours instead. Quite frankly, his was the nicer jumper, but I went for yours idk. And at that party two weeks ago like, you care a lot about me and I had been craving that for so long. I felt myself just ignoring his texts in favour of talking to you. I told you things I didn’t feel comfortable telling him. And then I started to realise that my tumblr posts about him had stopped without me noticing, and the other night I posted about you. It’s not a romantic thing, but I really just love you so much.

Idk like, he always made me feel slightly on edge like I couldn’t be myself kinda idk, like I couldn’t often say the things I wanted to say, and like when I did say them he didn’t really care almost. I was only ever truly open with him very very late at night or when I was drunk. But you, who has the worst memory I’ve ever known, remembers things I told you almost two years ago. Like exact conversations, and you still care about how I feel about the stuff that I held important back then. I lay down next to you and spilled my heart entirely, and I remember stopping and thinking “I shouldn’t be saying all this when I’m sober, because then I can’t blame it on the alcohol later.” But then I remembered that it was you, and I didn’t need to blame who I am on anything.

[kimberly--mikaelson]

[darren-bennett]

[darren-bennett]