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Happy 17th baby! You're the best of the best @cabalda-jana 😍 My life wouldn't be the same without you. Never thought that we could get this far but I am so damn proud and lucky to have you. I love you so much!!!

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I can dance with you every day and never get tired of it @cabalda-jana

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Quince #ej03 (at Jones Beach Long Island New York)

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I love ü @cabalda-jana

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Being in a relationship is like having your own baby; you have to feed it, take good care of it, love it, spend time with it, make it happy, maintain having a good communication with it, sometimes help it to dress up, make sure its okay all the time you're not around it, and most importantly is making sure you're not going to screw it over with it cause if you do then you know you're sort of done with your life. People who's going to read this might wonder why I keep on using "it" instead of he or she - I did it on purpose cause I want to be one of those brave souls to actually say that love is not something binary but could be found in a sphere of millions of combinations. That person holding that sign and roses is the person that made me realize that my life isn't over just because of extremely screwing it up once. That person helped me to become myself again, without worrying about how others will judge me but with making me understand that being myself is the best thing that I'll always be. That person most importantly love(d) me for who I am, head to toe, fart to booger (lmao). Writing these all down is not enough to express my appreciation and love for that person cause being with my babie for the last 14 months is not a joke, not a game, but a real deal for me. This relationship taught me how to be stronger, wiser, more honest, and to be more patient in life. Dear you, Love will find its way! Hold on and be more patient, believe me, I also thought once how love forgot about me. But look at me and my babie now. #believeinlove 💕 Dear babie, Mahal na mahal kita! ❤️

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November, 3, 2015

8 = the number of infinity. One of the most popular number because of its shape that when you move it 90 degrees either to the left or right will look like the symbol of forever (Infinity). Now that we have come to our eight month, ano pa bang dapat kong sabihin? hmm, let me start to one of my (too many to mention) short stories. 

Back when I was in high school, I remember watching a video about two couples who talked about how their relationship went for the first year. I will never forget that because when I got into college, there was this class that gave us meanings on how to read minds using numbers ; to make the everything short, 

a.) 7 is the number of cruelty (Psych) // 7th month of a relationship is actually the most craziest when it comes to “cat fights” and heartbreak moments (Video) 

b.) 8 is love (Psych) // 8th month was their start of forever (Video)

Ano connect? Siguro yan iniisip mo no? This is the part of my love letter na kailangan mo magreflect, try to remember how OUR relationship went for the last seven months. 

Ako na yata yung pinakaswerteng tao sa mundo after having you Babs. After having you, I never thought of our relationship to be this exclusive and close to perfection. Every day that I am with you, every time I wake up seeing you (thanks to FT tho), every single moment my skin touches yours, were and are the highlights of my every day life. Di ko na nga yata ma-ccall ang “day” ng “day” nang wala ka eh. Gets? Lol. DIba sasabihin ng teacher mo, “Let’s call it a day! Class dismissed.” so ako naman, walang day kung walang bobie. It may sound odd but its true that I’ve never seen myself falling this hard, yung parang baby na nainlove sa isang cartoon show na iiyak ka talaga pag pinatay na ni mommy yung tv kasi nap time na. That’s the same feeling I get every time we say good bye to each other, di man mukang totoo pero its true. The same thing every time I’m about to see you, its like mommy letting me go inside Toy Kingdom (when I was younger) and get the Barbie that I want to have. 

My love for you will never be compared to anything in this world, my love for you and your flaws will never be seen but only be felt from ME to YOU (only!). It sounds so certain ba? Duh, cause I am super sure to myself na ikaw lang yung mamahalin ko nang ganto. Sayo lang ako maffall ng ganto. At ikaw lang ang magiging bobie ng daddy ko. I am writing this not just because its our eight, but because I want you to know that I’ll never get tired of loving you. Magaway man tayo every day, magselos man ako kahit sa isang poster, ako at ako parin ang ending ng araw mo. >:) Hehe.