It's my mutha fukkin' birfday y'all! Thank you so much for the love and support! Your donations have helped me SOOO much! I have my appointments rescheduled and I'll have scan results this Friday! I literally have no words to express my gratitude. I don’t think I would be alive without y’all 😭🙏🏽❤️ Today I sat and tried to come up with a visual representation of my reflections... Today I have puked, collapsed, almost fainted and cried. My left shin hurts so bad that walking is difficult and my nails hurt like a mofo. But I've also smiled, laughed, danced and played. Happiness is a choice fam, something I choose everyday- multiple times a day. Guys, I am so thankful to be alive!!! I am so thankful for all of you!! I feel like I've been through so many different versions of myself over the past two years, consistently being forced to move through layers of myself to figure out who I really am and how to cope with life. I believe that you really don't know what kind of person you are until you've hit rock bottom and lemme tell y'all, I done crashed into the bottom like an outta control fast and furious race. But I grew through the pain and continue to do so. And I love the person that I've grown into! Things are shitty right now for the majority of folks out there. We can't control what happens to us most of the time, but we control how we respond. Thank you for rockin' with me another. Cheers to many many more! I’d like to take a min and say thank you so much to @sweetcassiopia @jadenlarue @brookeestin @ayojocko @joannegarcia @kerrifoxmetoyer @alisharoney @yeswithkimmy @mannyskillzch I do not doubt I’m alive because of you guys and I love y’all with my whole heart 😭❤️🙏🏽 Much love fam ~E #eebeyond #youngbreastcancer #baldandbeautiful #breastcancerkillah #elainefaye (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGoUwu3H__N/?igshid=1eiqri30mrabz