#eldrai.txt

[eldrai]

how are the mountain goats allowed to just drop a line like "lord, send me a mechanic if I'm not beyond repair" and carry on like it's not making me experience entirely new emotions

[eldrai]

Yes. The famously common and frequently found disabled toilets and unisex toilets... and just suggesting all trans people use disabled toilets is frankly ableist because those toilets are NEEDED already. By people who cannot access other toilets not because of legal governance but physically.

I fucking hate it here

[eldrai]

tumblr is great at showing you the most annoying person ever. the world where butches exist?? the world where mildly masculine cis women exist??? The world where trans men exist??? Black men's masculinity is FREQUENTLY used to justify racism and racist violence against them. Many intersex people are/were forced into oestrogen puberty to prevent masculinisation.

like. not to get into ~discourse~ but why do people act as if gender-conforming, cis men's masculinity is the only one that exists. if you tell me masculinity is never demonised then you just have not talked to anyone outside your bubble, i'm sorry.

[eldrai]

22 today :)

[eldrai]

[through gritted teeth] the time will pass anyway, the time will pass anyway, the time will—

[eldrai]

Acid reflux so severe I've felt on the verge of throwing up for the last several days straight. Send help

[eldrai]

fear of vomiting is the stupidest fucking phobia in the world i am going to. just constantly be anxious about it i guess. since i can never seem to make any progress

[eldrai]

writing will fix me but also i just can't write. the eternal dilemma