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[darkanddirtyknb]

NEW STORY ON AO3!

Hi guys! I finally managed to get something finished between all of my projects. This is another Saeran (Mystic Messenger) story. I’ll drop the link here if you want to check it out. I’m super happy with this one! I hope you’re all staying safe!

[saisai-chan]

Omg Sai I don’t send you many messages I just love your work and posts but omg I saw your All Might doing the ‘makings of greatness’ speech from Treasure Planet comic and sobbed because that is one of my most favorite films and has my most favorite father-son relationship too and just adgbhfvvcjbadjnk TAT

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oooOOOHH!!!

i’m glad you enjoyed my art of that so much!!! Treasure Planet is one of my fave movies too, and Izuku and All Might’s relationship is one of my favorite things about the series. so i’m glad you found that and it left such an impact on you!!!

[blueplusiron]

I can’t wait to see all the stuff you’re going to be inspired with after you have played Ray’s route! XD

Haha yes! XD This route showed so much more about Saeran/Ray as a character and I really want to draw more of him 8D

[darkanddirtyknb]

UPDATE|REPLIES

Hi everyone! ヾ(°∇°*)

I won’t be able to go into this as extensively as I would like to since I’m still having vision problems but I wanted to let you guys know the basics of what’s going on. I have to be watched due to my PFO and the severity of my migraines. When I have a migraine, I have stroke-like symptoms. They’re always the same so I know what they’re going to entail, however, a few days ago I started to experience something different. I have bright flashing lights, sort of like a white flickering strobe light in the corner of my left eye. I’ve had it for three days now and I was concerned enough about it being something new that I decided to go get it looked at. I went to our local clinic but they sent me to the hospital because they were concerned about a retinal tear. The hospital doctor feels pretty confident that I don’t have a tear and that my eye itself is okay. He also went over my brain scans and blood vessel tests from just last year and he doesn’t seemed concerned about my head either. They diagnosed me as having a possible optical migraine. They don’t really know what’s going on. If it continues I’ll have to go back in. They suggested that I go see an opthamologist but that’s not something I can afford as it’s not covered by my insurance. I’m a little concerned because the left side of my body has been really out of whack these past few weeks but I know that I’ll get through it. At least, I hope so. I have so much going on with my body lately that I feel like I can’t keep up with it. Thank you all for you love and support. You’re super sweet. I’m going to post the messages I received below with my responses (under the cut). <3

kiselovesaomine said: I love you forever. ❤️🧡💛💙💜💖

I love you too, baby. Always. 

eleganblack said: What? You’re better now, right? Whatever happened, please get some rest now, it seems like you need it! Hope you feel better soon! ❤️

Thank you, Alice. I really do. I’m having a pretty hard time dealing with all of this right now. I like to think that I’m a strong person but I’m starting to reach my limit here. 

okasamersie said: Oh goodness! I'm so happy that you're okay! Get lots of rest and we'll be here!

Thanks, Mers! I’m going to! <3

scribblybubbles said: I hope you feel better soon and things start getting better! ❤️

Thank you much, sweets. I hope so too. 

tubsi-tubs said: I hope you feel better soon 😊

Thanks, Tubsi! I appreciate it! Also, thank you for showing your support. I see you on my blog.  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Anonymous said: Hope you start feeling better soon! Much love, and don't stress yourself out!

Thanks, love! I’ll try my best not to! <3

Anonymous said: oh gosh i hope you're okay!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕

Thanks, nonnie! I’m working on it! <3

[darkanddirtyknb]

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Nicknames: Kai

Gender: Unicorn  

Star sign: Sagittarius

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Birthday: December 6th

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Last movie I watched: Concussion

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What do I post: Smut. A whole lot of smut. Anime/manga scenarios, imagines, and headcanons.

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[darkanddirtyknb]

eleganblack replied to your post: eleganblack replied to your post: Guys~ I’m a...

Still a trip to the vet might be a good idea, considering that an attack exactly like this one hasn’t happened before… Give him some time now and check out what he’s acting like in a few hours or tomorrow. I’m sorry this happened, Kai, it must had been shocking…

I agree. Well, he did the same thing to my dad. He bit him on the nose and broke skin but it wasn’t quite as bad as the bite he left on me. I want so badly to save him because I know that he won’t adapt elsewhere. He doesn’t like anyone outside of his family, and even with us, you can tell that there’s issues. I know that giving him up would basically be a death sentance for him and I don’t know that I can do that. 

[darkanddirtyknb]

eleganblack replied to your post: Guys~ I’m a mess. My dog attacked me today - he...

Maybe there is something bothering him? Did he get sick or maybe injured somewhere? Something could be affecting him and making him sensitive… And also is your face okay? Did you get badly injured?

coocoocatchoo replied to your post: Guys~ I’m a...

usually when animals behave like this it’s because they’re in pain. my cat, who i raised from a literal newborn, started getting super aggressive toward me and we took him to the vet. turns out his urethra was blocked and he was in /a lot/ of pain. ended up putting him down. i’d recommend a trip to the vet :/

I would totally agree with the pain aspect if he hadn’t been doing this since a young age. He’s always shown aggression and it’s just not getting better. He’s had trips to the vet and he’s in perfect health. He plays and eats, and most of the time, he’s affectionate. He just gets in these moods where he has to show his dominance, and this time, he just happened to take it out on me. I’m sorry to hear about your cat, though. It’s always so hard putting down an animal. Alice, my face is okay. It hurts: I’m bruised and there’s a visible injury but it’ll heal. I don’t need stitches - at least, they wouldn’t do much about this even if I did. It’s in a bad spot. I’m more emotionally shaken than anything. Thanks for asking. 

[darkanddirtyknb]

eleganblack replied to your post: eleganblack replied to your post: eleganblack...

Getting some advice from a professional would help. And giving him up could not be an option at all. I know a dog that was relatively aggressive and moody to a somewhat dangerous extent when he was a bit younger, but all his owners did was just be patient and extremely cautious with him, so now in his old age he has calmed down significantly. So don’t worry about an option like that, you could still help him. Take a breath, and wait to see what he’s like when you approach him again…

I hope it doesn’t come to that. I don’t want to have to give him up. I just worry because it’s not just myself I have to be concerned about, you know? I have my family and my other dogs. He’s already had to be separated from them for months now. I’m going to do everything I can to help him though. I know he feels bad - that much I can tell. :-/