Transformations - v3.5
A young girl, barely 10 years old. An orphan, with no memory of a family.
A man, promising a mother and father, a home, the education she clearly was deserving of.
A plane ride, lasting hours. Other children, heading to the same place.
There is no home. Instead, a facility. An experiment.
Suppression of emotions.
Starting small, hiding feelings about minor disappointments.
Growing gradually but steadily. Not batting an eye when classmates are removed.
Time passes, unmarked. Soon, two remain. Teenagers now. They stare at each other; no food, no water, no sleep, nothing else, until there is a victor. The one who doesn’t react, who doesn’t betray weakness, will survive.
In the 25th hour, she shoots her opponent a look. The end comes within minutes, coursing through her veins. A poison which should hurt, but she's beyond feeling. “Such a pity,” say the voices around her as the world turns to darkness. “She showed such promise.”
But they were wrong. The look wasn't one of desperation, as they assumed it must be. What else was there to say?
The look said, I'm letting you win.
It said, I don't see the point anymore.
It said, I'm bored of this.
Without even knowing, they gave her what she wanted.
For a time, there was nothing, and it was a relief.
But then, a connection. Another.
Her mind found its way back together. She'd been stripped bare by those running the experiment; to rebuild herself was simple by now, no more than a puzzle to solve; she'd been through so many that she didn't question another.
But she lacked… something. She didn't know what it was. She didn't know she'd been missing it for years. She only knew that without it, she would come apart again.
Perhaps this had happened to her before. Perhaps it was always happening, a constant loop of winding and unwinding.
Until she found... not what she lacked, but a substitute. Information was quantified and sent around the world instantly; could she not do the same herself?
She broke herself down, becoming a string of code, a blip of programming. A being of pure data, existing everywhere and nowhere across cyberspace.
A being who was so detached that she didn't even realize she had left her humanity behind long ago.











