#eleplays irl

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when a recipe calls for u to have an electric stand mixer beat eggs for 8 minutes on high and u don’t have any sort of electric mixer at all, just a whisk

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im gonna fully graduate school in a year so when am i gonna graduate my melodramatic springtime depression that’s now been happening for 3 outta 4 college years. they’ve all been different flavors tho, so isn’t that cool

current flavor: v apathetic and detached/numb for over a month now, don’t want to talk or see friends, can barely motivate self to get work done. i don’t even feel like doodling my ocs now lmfao. i’m feeling detached in a way that reminds me of sophomore year of hs, which i’m pretty sure i dissociated my way thru and i can’t remember how to snap out of ‘the world is a fake bubble’ feel. snaps fingers in front of face, earth to elemei

anyway i was gonna do a rundown of the other years as well but then i realized like over 1k ppl follow this personal/dragon age oc shitpost blog now and it’s kind of uncomfortable. what are we

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also how are yall. i still have a month of school and a shitload left to do for it and i’m also still trying to figure out what do for summer. i’ll might/probably will open personal commissions, altho honestly i’d kind of like to work on bigger illustrations on sort of a one-on-one basis rather than advertising set prices. (that’s more of an expensive thing tho i understand.) i’d like to do some freelance stuff, altho idk/i’m trying to figure out how to get that started?? 

as always, there’s a potato piece i’d like to do for this summer.. 😊

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during my 3 hours of sleep last night i had a vivid dream revealing an Undiscovered Secret Hamilton Scene where all of the cast members except hamilton were dressed as burr and dancing wildly in circles around hamilton and burr as burr anguishedly sing-yelled “DID YOU EVER KNOW THE TRUE ME ALEXANDER!!”

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descriptions of me according to friends:

“soft and tired”

“smooth noodle”

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hwing until 6:20am on a friday night, the school semester has Truly Begun

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2015 was? ?? my memory always gets kinda fuzzy timeline-wise and i’ve never really felt any particular year to have been stand-out good or bad for me personally. separating it into semester, summer, semester it was like:

started off spring semester by a speedy descent into maybe one of my most drastic emotional lows, rest of semester felt kind of stagnant art-wise

spent first summer not returning to my parents’ house at all, stayed in my first apartment, had a weird part-time job experience

fall semester quickly became my busiest and most stressful workload-wise school experience, but i feel like i may be finally pushing into some nice places style-wise and that i have some potential portfolio pieces (once i finish editing them)

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me watching rachel and rascal