okay i just feel so deeply that ellie has an oral fixation. like shes always chewing on the tips of pens and biting her fingernails when she’s anxious and there’s one time when she’s all stuck in her head and practically begs abby to wear her strap for the first time because she NEEDS abby in her mouth in someway and abby’s all insecure because she’s never topped before so she’s like “what about my fingers?”, all squirmy and flushed pink, so ellie lays her head on abby’s lap with three fingers in her mouth, palm cupped under her chin with her eyes fluttering closed and her breath slowing for the first time all day……..
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