thinking about abby being your first ever girlfriend.
warnings : smut, age gap.
First girlfriend!abby that turned out to be even more protective of you since she found out your lack of experience with relationships. You’re not sure why, and to be honest, neither does she, but knowing she is your first, made her desire to treat you like a princess even more.
So now you don’t even recall the last time you opened a door, hold a bag or payed for your own things. abby didn’t see the point of that when she was right there, able to save you from every inconvenience of the world.
“Abby, baby, you know you don’t need to pay for my coffee everyday, right? I can do it.” She looked over at you with a truly confused and half frowned expression. “And why the hell would i let you do that, love?” She said before leaving a small peck in your lips.
First girlfriend!abby who has turned into your personal chauffeur since the beginning of your relationship. Never letting anyone else give you a ride, she just doesn’t think it is necessary for you to do so, no place is far enough for your girlfriend to come pick you up.
One day, when you unintentionally mentioned you walked by yourself to the class you had, she looked at you like you personally offended her.
“…but i still don’t understand why didn’t you just called me. You shouldn’t be just walking alone on the street, you know you can call me anytime, angel!” One thing you loved about her was the way she was still so sweet to you even when she was mad.
“Baby, i just wanted to go for a walk.” You shrugged.
“So i can walk you next time. I don’t want anything bad happening to you, doll.”
Abby also treated your five year age gap like it made you incapable of driving, making you officially her passenger princess. She also didn’t think it was necessary for you to be behind a wheel, circled with unknown drivers that could run into you and hurt her princess, just the thought of it could make her throw up. So she would stop anything she was doing when you texted her something like :
abs, i really wanna go get some coffee later, r u free? can you give me a ride please? 🥺
It didn’t matter if she was in the middle of the most important meeting, she would always find a way to end it as early as possible and get to you as fast as she could. You felt guilty after she told you what she was doing before you texted her, but abby assured you were her priority, and she would do it a thousand times more if needed.
First girlfriend!abby who wanted for you to have the best first time ever, so she made you wait.
After abby picked you up from your class, you were in her car, already in the middle of a really heated makeout session. Your hand ran through her loose braid as you moved on top of her. You felt her lips in your neck, you have been aching for this feeling like a ghost longing for a heartbeat. But as soon as you started grinding on her thigh, she stopped you, holding your hips.
“Princess, we are not doing this here.”
“Wait, why? Nobody’s even around.” You protested with your head on abby’s shoulder, looking at her while showing your best puppy face.
“Because you’re absolutely not losing your virginity in the back of my truck.”
“But i’ve been waiting for so long. I need you, abs. I don’t care where.”
“I do, I care. So i’ll make it special, it won’t take so long, princess, promise.” She said softly while kissing your forehead. “Let me take you home now, okay?.” You nodded and slowly got out of her lap.
It was clear that she keeps her promises, especially if you’re involved. So when she told you about the date she was planning for you, you knew what was coming. Abby picked you up in house as usual, you were wearing a low cut laced black dress with high boots and she was waiting with a bouquet of your favorite flowers and holding a small box.
“They are so pretty, abs. Thank you. And what is this?” You asked, taking the flowers and pointing at the box she held.
“Remember that necklace you tried on at the mall? I really thought it looked beautiful on you, so I think you should have it.” she said while opening the box for you.
“What? It was so expensive, you didn’t have to.”
“I wanted to. Besides, it’s more of a gift for me, I liked seeing you wearing my initial.” She grinned.
She took you to your favorite restaurant, the night was amazing, truly one of the best dates you ever had, even if you didn’t know a lot about dating stuff. After she paid for the dinner, Abby asked you if you wanted to sleepover in her house. You immediately accepted, exited for where this would take you.
After arriving in her house, Abby told you to choose a movie while she served ice cream for you both. It was no use, after fifteen minutes you were already all over each other, making out while the ice cream melted on the arm of the couch and the movie was forgotten on the television.
It was like a flashback, your hands untied her bun, pulling her hair while she started to give open mouthed kisses on your jaw, getting down to your neck and sucking it lightly. Your breath hitched, you’ve never felt so needy like this before.
“Abs, please.” You whined.
“What do you want, angel?” She looked up at you with a small grin.
“You know…” You whispered while avoiding her hungry gaze, covering your face with your hands.
“Use your pretty words, honey. There’s no need to be shy around me.” Abby said, taking your hand and kissing your knuckles.
“I want you to touch me, Abby. I need you to.” It was all new to you, but you couldn’t bring yourself to be ashamed anymore. All your thoughts were consumed by the desire of your girlfriend’s fingers inside you.
“But I am touching you, babe.” Abby had her hands in your hips. She knew what you meant, she was the experienced one after all, but seeing you struggle was doing something in her.
“Not there.” You guided her hands to your inner thighs, going near the place you needed her the most. “Here. Please, Abs.”
Your answer pleased her for now, she didn’t want to embarrass you so much. So she went back to kissing the sensitive spot of your neck, leaving a small mark. When she got to your collarbone, she asked you to turn around so she could unzip your dress.
“You looked so hot tonight, angel, I could barely keep my hands to myself.” She whispered in your ear as she left your dress in some place on the floor.
You felt your face get warmer with the compliment and immediately pulled your lips together again. Abby carried you bridal style to her bedroom and pushed you onto the mattress, starting to kiss your neck, than your collarbone, and finally reached your breasts. She looked so pleased seeing you under her it send shivers down your spine.
“Can i take these off, babe?” Abby said, gently tugging in the clasp of your bra. You nodded, afraid to let some pathetic noise slip while answering. “If you want me to fuck you properly, you gotta remember to use your words, doll.”
“Yes, Abs.” You shyly whispered.
“That’s better.” When she looked down at your breasts again, her breath hitched and you could see her hesitating, and than she said. “If you feel like it’s too much or want me to stop, you can say it. Anytime.”
That seemed to satisfy her. You felt her cold hands taking off your bra and her mouth on your tits. It felt truly amazing, no book you read before or movie you saw could translate the feeling of finally having the girl you wanted kissing all over you. Abby then twirled her tongue on one of your nipples, making you let out a soft moan. She repeated the process with your other nipple, then lowered her kisses to the lowest part of your belly. You felt anxious and so needy at the same time, you’ve waited so long for this, it felt truly unreal in. the best way possible.
The wet spot on your white underwear was so visible you would be embarrassed if you weren’t so lost in the feeling of her mouth on your skin. As she pulled your panties down, all you could focus on was how gorgeous she looked in that position, you knew you were already addicted to the feeling you never even experienced. In the moment you felt her tongue running through your folds, it was impossible for you to keep those noises in, you let out a louder moan then you expected.
“God, I could hear you making those pretty noises all day.” She said, leaving kisses on your inner thighs, then immediately coming back to what she was doing. The feeling of her wet muscle running against your clit was just as good as everything she did with her tongue before, but after a few moments, you needed more. Abby knew you, she could feel it. So she circled a finger in your entrance before unexpectedly putting it all in, drawing you a gasp.
“Tell me if it hurts.” She continued the movements with her tongue on your clit while pumping her finger in and out of you. Every move she made felt like heaven, you couldn’t stop moaning her name. After a few moments, you felt a knot on your stomach starting to untie and you knew you couldn’t hold it back much longer.
“Abby, i-i’m so close.” You grabbed her hair like it was the only thing that could save you, only pushing her face deeper into your pussy.
“So good for me, princess.” Your girlfriend fastened her movements, making you a moaning mess at this point.
“Abby!” You moaned pathetically, feeling your orgasm wash all over you. She only stopped her movements after you rode it out, making sure you enjoyed every moment of your high. Having her eating you out for the first time ever was magical, you couldn’t help but feel jealous from every woman that experienced it before you did, but it didn’t matter anymore, not even a bit. In the end of the day, you were the one she was making sure was all cleaned up after giving you the greatest orgasm ever. You were the one she was cuddling to sleep, whispering praises on your ear and running her hands through your hair. And you couldn’t be happier for it.
I am absolutely so embarrassed, I have never written smut in my entire life but it felt like something I had to get over. I am also not American, i’m Brazilian, so if anything’s written poorly, correct me please. It helps me improve my writing. And I also need to mention that I am the most inexperienced lesbian ever, so you know why there could be things that are unrealistic. lol.
comments and reposts are really appreciated ! <3
