FAVORITE TELEVISION EPISODES: Vegas With Some Radish (Lucifer)
It's the bullet from when you shot me. Remember in the warehouse, early in our partnership? Oh. Yeah. I remember. Well, I thought since I'll never likely penetrate you, I'd commemorate the one time you penetrated me.
Ella in therapy in Lucifer s5e14 “Nothing Lasts Forever”
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[Image ID: 10 gifs of Ella talking to Linda.
1) Ella, hesitantly: Yesterday on my morning run, I saw this guy about to cross the street. Head in his phone, not paying attention, moments away from walking into traffic.
2) Ella, staring into the air: And…my mind started picturing things. Like…like really vivid things. Which car would hit him first? Which of his bones would shatter?
3) Ella: The position his body would land on the ground. Exactly how long it would take him to bleed out. Detail after detail.
4) Ella: I- I eventually snapped out of it, but it was too late. /// Linda: He got hit?
5) Ella: No, he looked up in time, but that- that’s not the point.
6) Ella, teary-eyed: The point is that helping him wasn’t my first thought. Or my second. Or my third. How messed up is that?
7) Linda: Ella, you’ve been coming to see me ever since you caught Pete, and over all that time, you’ve never taken a single day off. Maybe it’s catching up to you.
8) Ella: No. No, no, no. This job is what centers me, channels these thoughts into some kind of purpose.
9) Ella: The truth is, I’ve been this way my entire life. And I’ve hidden it from everyone. Dan, Chloe. Everyone thinks I’m a good person.
10) Ella, teary-eyed and distressed: I told Amenadiel that I would try to accept myself, but…how? How can I accept myself when thisdarkness is such a part of who I am?
