ATTENTION!! I’M MOVING TO A NEW BLOG--!!
They say, cherry blossoms or sakura symbolizes ‘rebirth’. Well, I think I am kind of like a sakura petal... (NAVI AND MASTERLIST UNDER CUT)
For the next few days, I’ll be moving into both my new main and side blogs, from @doodleniella and @ellaneedscuddles , into two fresh new blogs. And there’s a catch: my side blog will be my new main blog, and the new art blog will be my side blog.
I know and y’all know I seldom drop by my main blog (because I’m more active in my side blog until recently), ‘cept for when I upload a new artwork. I feel like I’ve abandoned my main blog for so long blah blah~ I will not deactivate/delete this blog but make it like an archived blog and I will provide the old links of some of my past works into my new blog’s masterlist. I will take over some of my WIPs here and post them there also. As for the name? Hmm... that will be decided soon ^^.
Now, for ellaneedscuddles. I need to start anew, because every time I logged in there and scrolled through my dash, I feel like shit seeing, remembering things that I should forget but can’t. For the last few days, I’ve been in some sort of... um, whatchamacallit... bad terms or something with some of the rp people that I had interacted for about half a month. Yes, there were some misunderstandings and whatnot on both my and their sides, and some talks behind my back (which is really not good) that made me stressed, a bit depressed, and pissed. Siiiigh... *clears her throat* look @chaoticryder if you thought/felt that I had offended you by that ask (which I didn’t knew you’d felt that way and not told me directly instead) I’m really really sorry. Also, @official-daishou (and other blogs with the same mod), I’m sorry I snapped at you for the way you’re messaging me via my DMs for two straight midnights (and an ask to another anon which I also felt it’s creepy af and a red flag, too imo sorry); I know you’re not being mean there, but you could’ve said it in a nice way without any segues (like what one rp anon did last night, which I say gracias). Speaking of, instead of making a Discord channel just to rant about me and how I interacted with you guys made y’all uncomfortable, why didn’t you all just said it straight at me? You know, my asks and DMs are open to reach me about it. I can change how I act towards y’all, if it suits you. But this? Smh... I feel stabbed in the back (?) and pissed tbh to the point where after I knew about this, I cried the whole time until the next day, even posting some rant bits on my blog. Even one of my friends who’s also there knew about this but hid it to protect me from your bullying bs ways. Still, the damage’s done, y’all deepen a scar inside me... and deleting that won’t change anything. Still, if I really made you uncomfortable, I’m sorry. :( also sorry for tagging some of you lol smh sorry again
So there. My reasons for moving blogs. I will follow some of my moots from both old blogs using my new ones, and maybe some of the blogs I adored, too. Now, I will start on moving out--
That’s all! This is Ella, now signing off. For now... :))
head pats, kisses and bear hugs to y’all, my babycakes~ mwah mwah tsup tsup <3
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