hello... idk if anyone can help or if i'm going crazy or whatever but i really need to talk about this somewhere
so everything started on august 16, 2024. i had planned to pray for elvis at 10:30PM because he died at 3:30PM in america and i live in a different timezone. i had prepared everything for days. i started by asking God to let my prayer reach him and then i just talked. i told him how he’s missed, how people haven’t forgotten him, and then i started telling him about my life. i told him how, weirdly, he helped me more than even my own familly have — and he’s been dead since 1977. we never met, but still... i cried a lot that night.
after the prayer, i suddenly felt like i was floating, like i was high or something. i don’t do drugs obviously, but it felt like peace in my whole body. then i went to sleep. and when i laid down, i swear i felt like someone sat behind me on the bed — the mattress moved — and then i felt someone’s hand in my hair. but i was too relaxed to even think too hard about it, so i just fell asleep thinking it was just bc i was tired (i was absolutely FINE before that prayer)
a week and a half later, i started noticing i didn’t feel alone anymore. i don’t mean like “being watched,” not in a scary way, just... like someone is there, always on my right side. and now, whenever i hear his voice or see his face or even just think of him, this insane heat rises through my whole body — from my feet to my ears — and i get the urge to cry or throw up or something. it’s like my body reacts on its own. and again, i don’t feel alone anymore. since that day, it’s like someone is constantly around. and like the feeling i feel is like in my back, idk how to explain
then weird stuff started happening. in september, i went shopping for school supplies with my mom, and there was graffiti of elvis on a wall that had never been there before — and now it’s gone. then every time a song of his came on, my airpods would disconnect randomly and the music would start playing out loud in stores or in the street. the same day but the evening i looked up at the TV while eating and they were showing an aerial shot of the international hotel in vegas even though no one in my house was watching a documentary or anything, it was a movie with Sylvester Stallone and a little boy about a truck or sum...
also, ever since august 16, i keep seeing the number 42. all the time. like everytime i look at the time on my phone, watch etc...it's alaways 42.
i know this sounds insane or whatever, i just need someone to tell me what this might be?? like... is this spiritual? am i making it all up? am i going insane?? it’s not ruining my life or anything — i’m still doing normal stuff — but this has been going on since august and it’s now may and it’s still happening.
has anyone ever experienced anything like this? please be honest...
Confession #1
I really love that, btw. i cried about him and miss him deeply, I always think, what is he's doing in heaven with his family? I always pray he's happy that he's with his family in heaven, his parents, grandparents, and now he has his daughter and grand son, just wonder how he feels now that daughter is with him, since 2023. Like, I just think about that a lot. I think about him a lot on his age at death, birthday, and death day. I think about a lot things about his life and afterlife. I miss him. ❤️🩹 I think what youre experiencing is spiritually. Although im not a professional on Christianity, i have trouble reading things correctly to even try to read the Bible (im dyslexic..). But that's what I think is going on.. is spiritually just by reading this, and I think that's beautiful ❤️❤️
Anyone else's thoughts on this??