#em is crashing out..

[cinnamondolliee]

I know people like me but it doesn’t feel like they like like me at all, I feel as if everyone secretly hates me and won’t tell me if u do pls tell me don’t keep it a secret I’d rather know the truth

[cinnamondolliee]

wtf is wrong with me like deadass.

Why can’t I stop crying.

[cinnamondolliee]

So little recap of today, my friend text me and it was about my sh and it was scary ITS ALWAYS SCARY. Because that’s how my ex gf became my ex gf and how I lost all my friends, because kept doing it because im was addicted(?) idk that’s what I was told, and iv even sober a couple months yipyip, so like yeah and so for some reason she brought it up to me and kept saying “come to me when you have thoughts about it again” yet I would except, that’s exactly what my ex and my ex friends said. And then everything happened lmaoooo coolio and I didn’t respond at first cus I was reading on here and she got scared again and when I said “my bad I was reading on tumblr” she told me to “not pull that bullshit” I was in fact not pulling bullshit, I love my friend but I don’t think I’ll ever open up because what had happened a couple months prior.</3

(The ex is the one before my most recent ex)

Mini rant over!! Good night guys—maybe if I feel like sleeping

[cinnamondolliee]

Bro my family treat me like I’m so stupid. They just tried to correct me about labour?? BRO I AM A CHILD CARE STUDENT???? I KNOW ABOUT FUCKING BIRTH AND HOW LONG IT COULD TAKE??? skill issue to correct the only one in the house that does child care

Sorry I’m lowkey crashing out I ruined my makeup over the.