#em ss.

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Look I love Mydei, like, a lot

But if this bitch adds cheese to MY pomegranate juice I'm stabbing him. He's immortal, he'll be fine

He can keep his fucking kykeon to himself, don't want that shit 😒

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BUSINESSMAN JING YUAN AU?? i would love to hear more!! what kind of business? how do you two meet? o:

Zee!! good evening, how are you tonight? 💗

I haven't decided what kind of business for the business man au, maybe something in finance... 🤔 not matter what, he owns the business.

We meet in a bar. I was meant to go on a date with another guy but he cancelled on me last minute. Jing Yuan sees me looking sad so he decides to turn my night around and take me out for dinner in my date's place.

One date leads to many more 🤭

It's not super fleshed out yet. I should write it at some point tho. Thank you so much for asking!!! 💗💗💗

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I never had a selfship that's enemies to lovers before... Kinda fun to map out how much Mydei and I detest each other in the beginning 🤭

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emmmm !! i saw your emdei intro post and am so curious about the dynamic you two have :> was there a specific moment that made mydei realize his feelings for you ?! amongst the bickering or maybe something else ?! I AM SO CURIOUS ABOUT HOW HE ACTS WHEN HE FIRST REALIZES HES IN LOVE 🥺🥺

EVIE!!! Aaaahh, thank you so much for sending me this!! 💗💗💗

The dynamics of this ship is in the gutter, lemme tell ya! The vibes are terrible 😂

I think realized that the exact same time. We're exploring an old temple when we're ambushed by a group of titankin.

'Deimos' (ie. Mydei) shouts at me to run, he'll take care of them. And I keep thinking 'there's too many of them, he won't survive!' -mind you, I don't know that he's immortal at this time- But I'm not a fighter, I'm just gonna be in the way, so I run. One of the titankin archers aims at me but misses, hitting a pillar instead. The pillar collapses just as I run by, taking a big part of the roof with it, and effectively burying the entrance.

SO! Now we're separated, and we don't know if the other person is even still alive. Mydei fears that I might have been caught under the rubble, I worry that he might have been killed in the battle. I begin making my way back toward our camp, uncertain of what else I can do but wait.

I'm bawling at this point, I'm scared, I'm all alone in monster territory, and I'm realizing that -as much as we fought and as angry as he made me at times- I was developing feelings for Mydei. And now I might never get a chance to tell him.

So I'm walking through the ruins of this ancient town, blinded by tears and deaf to my surroundings. And I almost smack into another titankin.

I can't fight it, so I run again, trying to shake it off. I end up trapped in an alleyway, the titankin stalking towards me. I'm praying to Cerces to somehow help me when the titankin crumbles to dust. And Mydei is standing behind it.

Ohhh, the look on his face when he sees me. He looks softer than I've ever seen him. Like he might also start crying - or at least shed one lonely tear. He takes one step towards me, spreading out his arms. And the first words out of his mouth, as I run into his embrace, are 'I thought I lost you.'

So... yeah. We confess after that. And he also has to explain that he's immortal and his wounds are gonna heal just fine so I can stop fussing 🤭

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My path to inner peace, indeed 😏

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Mydei is not coming into my brain uninvited and cooking up things nope not at all

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I've been wanting to redo my selfship moodboards for a while, and today I finally got around to it!! I think they seem a wee bit more uniform now

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How much do we think Mydei would want to wring my neck if I start calling him DeeDee