Hey Misha and Gang,
When you said to nominate someone who has made a positive impact on my life and deserves to be rewarded, I straight away thought of my best friend, @emiliahparton. She's the reason I have tumblr (through gentle encouragement and memes) and she deserves the sun for everything she's done for me. We met at school, a teacher arranged us into groups for a presentation (they were one of my favourite teachers before now I'm just so grateful) we didn't talk much in school to start with but mainly over emails over TV shows and shared passions I first knew how awesome my bro was when there was a school trip and my friendship and organised to be in a room without me i was alone and really upset (I think i cried a little i know i did inside) but then my best friend being awesome like she is said i could stay with her and her friends Side note: they are all awesome But i spent 5 days with them in flood warnings and snow in the middle of January and winds of 80mph we shared food and our room was filthy but i didn't care and the whole time i hung out with them because they were kinder and more welcoming than my friends somewhere in another room This was over 5 years ago Since then she has done more than she ever knows She as picked me up every time i fell, laughed with me until we cried, talked to me in the middle of the night Sometimes in this whole world i feel like she is the only one telling me i'm worth something She's gone to my first concert with me and more since, my first comic con and she has been there through so much for me. She was there for me when I was figuring out my sexuality and her view of me didn’t change I never had to be afraid to be who I was around her She's smart funny pretty and the most wonderful person i have ever had the pleasure of knowing She doesn't question me and we have fun if i start dancing on a table she'll join in (there's a video somewhere) She is brilliant If i had to be stuck on a desert island it would be with her (it would also probably be my fault but ahh well she'd never blame me)
When we were first friends, i had a self esteem that could mimic Dean Winchester's, now it's a frigging mountain in comparison even though she says it's still too small (She says I'm like Steve Rogers but she thinks I'm better than i am but doesn't see how awesome she is) She is the one who can see when i've been crying, tell when I'm not alright, i have never been so open with a person my whole life and I'm glad it's with her {I was bullied a lot as a kid and that lead me to not trusting people and to only listen to negative voices so I've never been open until her}) she just talked to me the world could be tearing me apart but i'd be okay i could kick ass if i just spoke to her it could even just be would you rather drink a galloon of piss or shit out a porcupine (first one clearly) but she makes me feel loved (I no longer feel like this and i know i have some worth and the little voice inside of me telling me i can do this is her's) I'd die for her in a heartbeat, go to hell and sell my soul for her When i picture my family she's part of it I've lost a lot of family members since knowing her and she has helped me through my mourning and has wisdom and kindness bound her years We started watching supernatural together years ago and as we got too emotionally involved i knew that I'd do everything for her that Dean would do for Sammy That rule applies to her and my little brother only
She's encouraged my passions, has helped me plan my future, and tells me I'm wrong when i say I'm nothing She is the person i would go to the end of the world for If i were to die tomorrow she'd probably be the last person i talked to and I'd to have to honour to have been her friend Because she doesn't believe in herself either so i try and help her believe in herself like she believes in me I try to help her and pick up her spirits and i will continue to do so until I'm old and grey and bitter with the whole world but her Hell I'd even tell death to stick it where the sun don't shine if she needed me I could tell you everything she has done but it would be as long as DNA code Even as this tumblr takeover was launched i texted her and she just replied what do you need She is a river and will carve through mountains that stand in her way I joke that she doesn't get paid enough for this shit, because she deserves more than anything I own or anything on the planet She has had an impact on me that will forever change me and i hope that she will continue to I love her so much (She is the Turk to my JD) And i don't tell her enough and she doesn't hear how awesome she is enough so I'm giving her some love today I wouldn't be here without her I wouldn't be who i am without her I wouldn't have a Castiel pop toy without her (b'day gift because she knows me too well) Emily deserves recognition and if i could create the nobel friend prize she'd win it
