Apr 30, 2019
Not to be having feelings on main but
I just wrote out about two pages worth of prose on how much I love and miss my ex and it’s ridiculous because I’m catching feelings for another person and even though in my heart I know me and my ex are almost certainly endgame and even the person I’m crushing on knows that I feel that about him. But I want to date this new person too maybe? But it wouldn’t be fair to them because they deserve someone who is fully for them right? It’s just not the same feeling because AH I don’t know how to feel anything real for anyone after being head over heels for him.