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“Pretending to be happy is more exhausting than actually being unhappy.”

-Jocelyn B.

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B: based on the

L: longevity of our

A: aesthetic often desired, admired, and

C: copied by the society that has historically tried to

K: kick us when we were down we have continued to

P: progress in ways that don’t always seem

R: realistic and believable

I: in alignment with the

D: definition of those same individuals that admire, but also

E: envy everything about our aesthetic

-Jocelyn B.

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“Grief is an indication that one’s heart has experienced unconditional love.”

-Jocelyn B.

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I want to be chosen by someone I would choose.

Jocelyn B.

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I’m not writing to feel. I’m not writing to heal. I’m not writing to be a creative. I’m writing to live.

-Jocelyn B.

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G.R.O.W.T.H

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A Thought on Love

Two years later and I don’t know what’s worst. To not love at all or to fall out of love? I didn’t rise in love, I drowned in it. I shed my skin for love, exposing all my fucking scars. The scars I thought your love would heal. The scars I thought your love would kiss and make love to. The scars I thought love would hide. I don’t know what’s worst. To once love or to never want to love again?

-Jocelyn B.

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A Thought on Love

Our love is dead. Once this tragedy is over I hope we can return to the way we were.

-Jocelyn B.