#empress talks

[empresslanira]

On a video game note though:

I fucking love DATV & I absolutely adore Lucanis Dellamorte to bits and pieces.

That is all.

[tothemeadow]

GIYUU FEMINIZATION

[empresswrites]

are you okay?

Oh ,hey! I know I post on my main a bit, but really it’s just a simple passing and then I’m off.

So like short answer to your question: No, not really

Long answer: The past couple weeks have been exhausting for me actually. Like mentally, health wise. More things are popping up and I was recommended to see a different neurologist, since my other one wanted me to see someone else even though my problem was nerve related?? So my main doctor was like ‘nope, someone else’.  

I’m just… trying to stay afloat right now. I won’t go into my health issue details since that just would take forever and I don’t want to wastes ya’lls time if I start ranting. But besides that, I try to tell someone who has supported me and said it was okay to tell them stuff just stomped me down. Claiming I needed to suck it up or we would be in debt, just saying that and all with a ‘lighten up the conversation’. 

So, it’s a little hard right now, I am terrible at expressing my problems because of my childhood, but like… I was getting used to having a full support, but no I feel knocked down. Especially since I wanted to talk about how scared I am about what’s happening with my body and no solution seeming to be in sight. Plus that same night I basically had an internal mental breakdown and then slept for over 14 hours.

I’m still not… myself or something, I guess? Just struggling mentally and that also means my medication isn’t working to calm me down some notches at least. My head feels worse on some days than usual, the other rising problems are there, and just… I’m tired, but also can’t sleep on most nights. I was lucky for that 14 hour snooze fest and probably would have slept longer, but I woke up with my daughter since I knew my hubs wouldn’t…

So, please forgive me… I just, all of this isn’t an excuse or reason… I’m just a shitty person struggling, okay? I don’t know when I will be fully back honestly. I’ll still try to periodically come back to post, but that’s all I can promise is that I will try.

I’m sorry, lovelies. If you stick around, I hope you enjoy anything I am able to throw at you <3

[empresskira]

6. Favourite devil fruit. 7. Most hated characte.r 8. Least favourite character. 11. Favourite Strawhat ally. 12. Saddest moment. 13. Favourite moment. 14. Most hated moment. 16. Favourite move. 18. Favourite opening

Thank you for the ask~!

6. Favourite devil fruit. 

Whatever Marco has! I want to be a phoenix! Not only can you fly like a bird, but you can heal! Hell yeah!

7. Most hated character 

Hated? Hmmm, probably Teach for obvious reasons.

8. Least favourite character. 

Without catching up past Dressrosa (yes I am way behind) Shirahoshi (spelling?) just, meh on her.

11. Favourite Strawhat ally. 

Ally? Like is this include the fleet? If so, Bartolomeo because like same fangirl level and Ideo because I loved him

12. Saddest moment. 

DO I EVEN NEED TO SAY IT?! Just Marineford! *screeches*

13. Favourite moment. 

Besides seeing Marco as my fave flaming birb, SABO SHOWING UP AND CRYING BECAUSE HE THOUGHT LUFFY WOULD HATE HIM

14. Most hated moment. 

Any time that puts Nami or Robin in a damsel in distress situation. They are badass and need to be shown as such. Same with Tashigi.

16. Favourite move. 

HIKEN!

18. Favourite opening 

Bon Voyage~!!

[tothemeadow]

Guess who’s been rereading Kimetsu no Yaiba 💪

[tothemeadow]

Barnes & Noble had a buy one get one 50% off sale… So naturally I took advantage of it 😆

My order came today!! And my boy!!! Genya!!! Handsome lad!!!

[tothemeadow]

I’m gonna reread the kny manga to refresh myself so I can write more for this blog again 😤 It’s been too long since I’ve spread the delusional here 😤😤😤

[tothemeadow]

Fuck it what if I did like tiny “twitter threads” where I just write small blurbs…. All I can think about is Tengen’s fat tits…