i feel empty.
i want to have a kick ass summer. i want to start college in the fall. i want to meet boys that are cute. i want to feel the feeling of actually deep down liking someone again. because i text him everyday and its just empty bullshit on repeat and i should stop before it bites me in the ass. i want the feeling i felt with you with someone else. i want it even better. does that even exist? probably but i wont believe it until i feel it. sometimes i just want to rewind to when we were together but i know its better for me we arent. but that doesnt mean i dont wish you were here sometimes and that you treated me right and that we were in love and perfect for each other.
ramble over.









