Jul 31, 2022
totally convinced that everyone hates me and wants me to die<3
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totally convinced that everyone hates me and wants me to die<3
I have 10 days to lose 3.3 kg. Shit.
if stargirl interlude was a person, i'd be in the sheets w them every night.
My parents kept silently watching me all supper so I had to eat more, so I binged. I ate a lot, and quickly. Quickly so I could run down to my room, take a plastic bag and make everything get out. I couldn't go to the bathroom, it echos too much, they would've heard me throwing up the fat. I'm pretty sure I got 90% of the food out, but I'm happy with this. although I didn't want to eat all together today, but I can live with this.
I just keep telling myself"90 pounds, beautiful, skinny, 90 pounds"
400 calories. And I feel like I stuffed my body.