May 5, 2019
Journal #8
Ugh why do I fall for any person who gives me the smallest shred of attention?? Encounter 23 is everything I want in a boyfriend. He has good taste in music, he’s tall, cute, funny, and he wears patches and loves stick n pokes just like i do! The only problem is that he’s got his own stuff going on and doesn’t want to date. I don’t even think I’m ready to date again but the thought of him with anyone else just kills me. I’m acting defensive and mean and I know it’s pushing him away but I just can’t help it because I feel so strongly about him. Maybe it’s better if we end it now, save myself from the heartache later..