i used to go to a private school where everything was focused on good grades, a good atar and conforming with everyone else. i used to have such a hard time fitting in mentally bc i just wanted to exist, to life a v simple life, and only allow the important things to affect me where as everyone else wanted to succeed. now, i have one final yr left of school and all these rules, these paths already set out for me by that school are gone. my new school isn't there to guide me as my old one was and i'm so terrified. i'm leaving everything i know for pure uncertainty. although i finally feel like i have more options i feel like maybe, since i've lost everything i've clung to these past five yrs, i'm able to start again and find myself









