In 2016 I did not kill myself
God did I try. Twice. Pills and liquor have never made me sicker. But no In 2016 I did not kill myself I killed the person I was not meant to be. I started the year snorting lines and inhaling ciggarette smoke and using liquor to pickle and preserve myself in that state. A year ago I wouldn't have guessed I'd be sober now. A year ago I wouldn't have guessed I'd even be here.. It's been rough, and I'm still sick and in pain.. but atleast i didn't kill myself.. I killed that other person..













