i hate seeing my friends in shitty situations and watching people i care about suffer i wish i could help them i wish i could just throw all my money at them or give them a place to live or a ride or some kind of help like fuck myself im drowning in my own problems and suddenly they become completely irrelevant and i just dont care i wish i could die for these people i want to help but i cant even help my fucking self everyone seems to be so down right now everyone is in a bad place all my friends are suffering and i cant help them so i just throw words and dreams and hope that its enough to make them smile just a little and remind them how strong they really are and that they can make it through this horrible storm and that the sun will rise again all you guys are so strong and amazing please dont ever forget that. you deserve happiness. you deserve stability. you deserve life. you deserve to have dreams to believe in and those dreams will come true please hang in there
