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As long as I can remember, I have been an anxious person. I often live out full days in my head in a matter of hours. Anxiety. Anxiety isn't just about attacks. Anxiety can present itself in different forms. It also doesn't help that my personality type, ENFP, is prone to live life in dreams than in reality. Anxiety doesn't make for an easy life. You often feel restless and never truly fulfilled. Because I live my life in the future instead of the present, it's hard to enjoy the moment and relax. It can lead to multiple jobs, ever-changing friends, moving around a lot (both physically and in locality), and dreams never being fulfilled. Would you believe me if I told you I once wanted to be an astronaut? And not as a kid. I also once envisioned I'd be a surgeon, saving people's lives and bettering their future. I've dreamt of being an actor, a director, and a screen writer, and that's all before lunch. And yes, I often dream of being... you guessed it, whatever you're thinking of. Everyone has dreams and aspirations, but most don't have them on an hourly revolving basis. This is what it is like be inside my head. Ever wanted to fly to Egypt and visit Hawaii in the same day? Nearly impossible for 99% of the planet's populations and in my mind it's more than possible. I'm going to make it happen until I don't. I'm going to fly to the moon tonight and I've already came up with 27 different ways on how to accomplish this, and none more probable than the next. That's because my mind is so creative, so ingenious, it doesn't sleep. Speaking of sleep.. It's very rare that I get a full 8 hours of restful sleep. I often wake up several times a night and struggle to fall back asleep because my mind starts racing before I can drift back off to never neverland, and when I do, my dreams race just as fast. How long have I been this way? My memory is so bad between the epilepsy and the medicine to control it, that it's hard for me to remember. Was I 15 and struggling in junior high to pass classes because I couldn't focus? Or was it because I didn't care? What about in high school or college after epilepsy found a new victim? Was I as sporadic then? I remember suffering in my first year of college to even get up, let alone make a class on time or at all. Here I am, 34, trying to find a purpose in life, something I battle daily. Will I ever be what I want? Will I explore life like I want? Will I build my tiny home on wheels and travel North America? Time will tell, but I'm not getting younger. Let me not leave this on a sour note though. I recently met with a new neurologist who encouraged me to lower my dosage on my epilepsy medication and so far it has worked wonders on my mind. I still dream but I don't live in the future, I live in the now. I will always strive for tomorrow but working towards it is a new gift I can finally cherish. I want to see me build (oh who am I kidding, Alex build) my tiny home on wheels and begin a journey across America, but now I can enjoy getting there. Thank you for reading this far. If you suffer from future-itis like I do, let me know. Talk to me. Together, we can focus on today. -JP

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In my teens I wanted to be an actor, a director, or someone involved in film. I don't know that I share those same aspirations but one thing never wavered... my desire to live in the #CityOfAngels. Here I am many years from my teens doing exactly that, on my own. I made it! #doingme #spreadlovenothate #bekindtooneanother #education #adorable #animals #awesomeday #sunny #palmtrees #LosAngeles #Hollywood #happyhour #breezy #enfplife #enfp #ocean #idfkmybffjill #RealTalkWithJP #water #walkoffame #WeHo (at Hollywood)