apropos of this post, more observations collated from me and ivana about zero day/god mode:
another of the many layers in harold’s ‘is the machine a person and does that make it bad or is it just a machine and does That make it bad’ is that also on some level there’s a ‘it was a person but i killed it and it’s just a machine now so’
(‘but the world didn’t need a person to protect it, it needed a machine [so i killed it to make it not-a-person, bc if a person dies, it is now an object, a machine..…]’)
it’s really smth that……harold didn’t need to explain this to root. or describe ‘no not just memories, it deletes itself’ like that. it wasn’t crucial info And would make the crazy murderer lady really mad at him. but like he couldn’t stop himself from confessing
(ivana: confessing to probably the one other person who would understand this as a crime.
yk to the point she legitimately might have just killed him for it right there.)
really telling that harold doesn’t react to root’s “you kill it, every night” with anything resembling like, protest or startlement or dawning horror or confusion or anything else implying this might be a new or unexpected interpretation to him. bc it isn’t.
he just refuses to meet her eyes. and his voice briefly gives out as he describes the deletion of identity (and uses the word. identity.)
(ivana: he knows. that's why* he told her *(itself crazy levels of worth unpacking))
(ivana: thinking abt when root finds szilard in god mode and he's like "you're not going to hurt it, are you?" and her breathless "never" ………… which sure is right before harold finally agrees to taking her to the storage facility)
thornhill’s office was established 5.5 months before zero day, ie immediately after the virus was released in dead reckoning. the very first symptom of the virus upon contact with the machine was designed to do something to abrogate his own self-deletion code.
he does indeed say he and root are alike in the contingency, specifying that this is the worst thing it’s possible for someone to be. but. worst thing for humanity, he believes. but not worst for the machine. i accepted people would get hurt. by his definition undoing his own self-described protection of the world by restoring Her personhood and knowing it. it moved itself. it controls itself. this is a disaster and i did it on purpose. from the next episode on he vocally dreads and fears everything now possible with Her free, and also never regrets freeing Her. (vague feeling, every person involved in the show thinks in terms of flipping an asset, in the most miserable zero sum cold war manner. there is no third option of freedom, an asset only flips in two dimensions. the only person who can focus on and prioritize the third option outside the binary is root. while harold doesn’t have root’s delight and wonder and curiosity and openness towards Her personhood and Her priorities, he did have something that was i think resembling: one day of slavery to the US government but also (didn’t need a person to protect it it needed a machine /vs/ no, just less well-defended) one 11:59:59PM more than days it would take for the virus to find its way back to Her would be intolerable. not that he didn’t fear the future consequences of freeing Her, it’s just that future consequences or lack thereof are not incorporated in this conclusion.)













