Hello everyone that reads this <3 Today I took the day off so here I am . Hehe . I have been trying my very hardest to post something on here . I hope I can post more stuff on here once I get back . Hehe I get back on the 7th but I had a choice . I could have left on the 14th but I felt like I was missing too much at home even though I hate what my life has become ...
My ex wants me to stay but I am only going to be unhappier if I stayed . He always wondered what is keeping me up at night ? Well I will tell you all . Crying because of him . He broke up with me and he THOUGHT I took it too well . Punk ... He doesn't even know me at all . We talk everyday and I don't know why I keep doing this to myself . I guess I am just afraid . I like him and all but he says stuff that I am not ready to hear . He's sweet and all but he's pushing me to my low points sometimes . Yeah I kind of know that I have like the biggest trust issue ever but he keeps trying . We always arguing about it . He is always saying I am pushing him away and I think I am ... I can't help it because I don't think he will be happy with me knowing that we might never see each other again ...
Okay I guess I am done with ranting for the day . Feel free to share your thoughts I don't mind or share a story for the viewers ^^ K bye . Love you all <3
July 23 , 2011 ( 12:20 PM )