#epiasks

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I'm sorry I was salty at you. I don't even know what my problem is. I've done some reflecting and came to see that I have an unhealthy relationship with social media and lot of spite for people who have done nothing to me. I'm often jealous too. Btw are you looking for another one because I'm single rn Just kidding. Again, I'm sorry for being mean and I wish you the best :) (P.S. I'm not the person who sent the other anon earlier, I don't think we've interacted before)

i never answered this (anyone in search of context can review the last ask i answered, its not far up my inactive blog) but i did want to come back and answer this and say

its ok i forgive you

i................... do no longer have the side chicks............I actually dont have a fiancee or side chicks anymore............................I Am Done With Women

there is everyone (including anon) taste of epi personal life . Run along now!

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(｡♥‿♥｡) :Tell about your crush!

I--There are a few of them?! I mean some people are insanely attractive, really~

1) My constant, never-going-to-happen-let's-almost-not-talk-about-it crush is on a young woman (whom I am 99% sure is 100% heteromantic/sexual) in my faculty who constantly wears tights/leggings and short skirts and short pants--and before you get to hammer my head in because of objectification --my attraction grew because of her very delicate voice and the massive amounts of highly sophisticated content she as a person lends to any class we're in. I bumped into her on accident once and she KNEW MY NAME. I'VE NEVER EVEN SAID HI TO HER BEFORE--I did babble like an idiot.

2) :U Jana&Kim-- a.k.a my first true roleplaying pals who are so incredibly lovely that I would try and charm them off their feet if I new the first thing about charming people off their feet. Both gorgeous. Highly intelligent. MUCH SASS AND VERY SWAGGY. 

3) Celebrity crushes--hahahahahhaha let's not get too into that. Let's just start here and here and here. 

4) Guy in my Dark Side class (irl peeps who know me might know about this gdi why am i even writing this online) who's pretty cute--he is unfortunately friendly with a guy who is incredibly annoying and incompetent to me, which really grinds my gears but you can't tell people who to be friendly/not-friendly with. (Nothing's happening here seeing as I'm kind of openly hostile to guy B (annoying guy) and have been around guy A (crush) because I'm not into situation-based control over annoyance unless in a more formal setting--which a college hallway is not). 

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(✿ ♥‿♥) :Cutest thing you've ever seen?

1.) It is late for you, miss. *severe finger wagging* 2.) The cut-off squeak a cat makes when you pick it up in the middle of it a) trying to meow/yowl or b) yawning. I live for it--which means, yes, I have put my cat down and picked her back up continuously for three minutes trying to hear that sound right.

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TELL ME ABOUT YOUR DAY AND BE EXTENSIVE

UH UH OK. SO I HAD--Sushi at this place called Asahi and I think I have some pictures so I'm going to find them and put them up because SUSHI PIZZA WITH EEL AND SALMON -dances-.

Drove to uni to study because I cannot for the life of me study at home, then sushi time, then drive back home--rocking out to my the Buzz on the FM 104.3 (those dudes are from like St.Thomas or something and they're awesome~!)--got home..promptly fell asleep because it is hot as a sizzling pot of bacon over here. Helped with gorceries. Bought ice cream. Annoyed this chick for a few hours <3 Currently annoying you and this fabulous girl for a few minutes. FOUND SOME FEAR STREET BOOKS (aw yiis, my childhood comes back to haunt me into fits of eternal screaming and pain). 

:D And answering this. I CAN'T GET ANY MORE SPECIFIC *cue dramatic music*. 

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What are five good things in your life right now? (Send this to your tumblr friends who need to think of good things right now.)

Pretty sweet of you to ask—Thank you. :D

Peeps like Kirallisons, pizzalinski, hausright, my SA girls (WHO NEED TO HOLLA AT ME), orangesavedme, mccallupus, tokenlesbianfriend, tootsiewolf and others that put up with my constantly disappearing butt (Because I do too many ((x100)) things a day and I just don’t know how to be one as much as I wish).

The fact that I’m ALIVE, and BREATHING and there’s always one good thing for every bad thing you can think of.

Being to use a white lie and have some time to myself somewhere, away from everyone and everything, and just sit and listen to music or read or do nothing and just close my eyes so I can be. I’m glad I can have that. I’m glad that’s a thing in my life.

My mother = because she’s put up with me more than I give her credit for (I am not an easy daughter what with my issues and backsass). 

My hope. I know there’s a reason that in the story it was in Pandora’s box and why it’s dangerous, and why it can feed darkness into people in ways we can’t always imagine but I’ve always had hope. It pushes me forward. It stops my tears. It breaks down the barriers of darkness and sorrow that I let build up when I just need to feel the pain. It lessens the burden of existing, and thanks to hope I don’t ever want to apologize for existing. It’s easy to say I know  never will but I know I never will.