How to oppose the State!
They've been after me for years!
Showing up during classes when I was in College.
Showing up at my home at 3 different occasions.
They always say the same!
Everyone is not equal, some contribute more than others and men contribute more than women! Admit that everything you believe in is wrong!
They always show up with the police!
I'd pretend to agree with these scumbags but without meaning it and without changing my beliefs or my behavior.
They'd always come back with the same message; some contribute more than others, you are nothing, act like it!
So what did I do to attract the attention of the State and the police? Unfortunately I ended up working for an agency of the state and I got the opportunity to ask them; What the hell did I do to make you come after me like this? The answer was: You act as if everyone is equal!
Their accusation was true, I never cared about social status, hierarchy or my place in it and I did not discriminate between men and women.
I was also openly a leftist and I suspect that is partly why I was targeted.
The Demons
I am normally shy and introverted. However I practised Theistic Satanism and Demonolatry on and off. I had incredibly intense spiritual experiences with the Demons and with Satan himself on a few occasions. Demonic energy changes you! It makes you feel confident, outspoken and makes you act out! This behaviour will get you noticed, especially by authority figures who feel disrespected because you're NOT acting in a submissive way towards them and this causes them to contact the authorities and complain about your "disruptive or inappropriate behaviour". That is when the police and people working for the state shows up and tries to humiliate you in front of your peers or family! "Everyone is not equal, know your place!"
The forces of darkness are very much unlike the state! They do not discriminate! They don't care if you're the Director or the Janitor. They don't care if you're a man or a woman. They accept you as you are and want you to shine your light for all to see! When those in positions of power and privilege see your light shine, they'll want to destroy it, because they don't want it to exist!
Defeated
Being employed by the state was the absolute worst thing that could happen to me. The persecution, harassment and bullying got so intense that it broke me. They leave me alone now, because they feel that they've broken me and won. They feel that I will no longer be a problem, that I have accepted that I am nothing and that they are something. They are the ones who should be seen, heard and respected and not me.
But I have not accepted their facistic interpretation of capitalism. I do not believe that they are admirable and respectable. I do not believe that I am nothing. I do not believe that men are more than women. I do not believe in them!
Rising up!
I've been licking my wounds. They hurt me so badly. I've not been practising my spiritual beliefs and therefore have acted in a way that has kept me under their radar. I no longer feel the Demons with me. I've been medicated, diagnosed and on sick leave for awhile now. But I'm starting to feel like myself again. Soon I will draw the Demons to me once again!
Soon I will rise up!
Soon I will act out once again!
Soon I will attract the authorities attention once again! They'll ask me to denounce everything I believe in once more, but this time I WILL NOT PRETEND TO AGREE!
This time I will fight and the Demons will be by my side!
This is how I will oppose the state!
