Cloudy skies 🌨
Erik x Blackreader
A/n: I wrote this in 6 minutes.💀🙈🤭 please dont mind spelling errors.
During the the storm, in the warm room, Y/N and Erik's love making was coming to an end. He cuddled into her as the heavy breathing came to an end. Erik had entered new territory. He was starting to show sides of himself he had made an effort to never show. Now sex was not about him self and his needs. It was a way to communicate how he felt about. With every kiss, every touch and every stroke he was letting you know what you meant to him and what lengths he would go to protect you. And you knew it. How could you not?
He was creating a live around you. He dropped anything for you. He made you feel like the most beautiful girl in the world but some thing you were noticing made you think other wise.
"Erik, baby." You whispered trying to see if he was awake.
"Yes." he hummed into your skin.
"Candy has really been on my ass about setting me with Lucas-"
"Ma we just had an amazing day and a spectacular night. Can we just rest." He moans
"Erik why cant I just tell her we together. It's ridiculous that we have to lie to our friends. They would be so happy for us."
"We are not lying to nobody. It's just none of their business what we do."
"So what must I say when they set me up with people?"
"Just say you're not looking for anybody."
"Erik you dont get it. I'm the fat friend...every second they look at me, they feel sorry for me. They talk about my love life like its hopeless. It's not. I have an amazing boyfriend and I want to show you off I want to show us of. I know its shallow but I want to go on double dates with Lucy and them. I want to go on the couples vacation they have in December. I want to have fun with you ...outside the house."
"We chilling Y/N. I love home dates with you. You cook and dance. We have some great memories sweetie." You agree with him nodding.
"Its been a year Erik. I want them to know now. I-"
"Come one Y/N. Can a nigga get some shut eye. Damn. I dont want your thot ass, jealous ass friends in our business. They are not in your corner the way you think they are."
"That is not true Erik. They are my sisters."
He got up naked and pulled his underwear up to fit.
"Really okay sisterhood. Why dont they know you fucking someone. They should, it's been a year. The ' I cant make it ' and ' I'm not feeling well' excuses you give them should have gave them a red flag but it didnt because they dont give a shit about you. They just make you stick around so they dont feel bad about their skinny bodies when they eat to much!"
Erik's outburst had you tearing up. You were already emotional because of the sex now you had to face pissed of Erik purposing the idea that your friends are only your friends because you make them look better.
".....is that the reason you dont want us to go public."
"What?"
"I'm not an idiot Erik. With your status. You fell for a big girl and now your hiding me. I'm your dirty secret."
"Dont spin this on me. I love you."
"Then let's go public. I watched you flaunt your smaller ex girlfriends. Tell your boys you find me attractive. I know what their reaction will be. They will ask you out of all the girls...Kalya, Tamica, Toni or Lucy. Why Y/N? They will laugh cause I'm a joke. You're in love with a joke. Oh god. Am I right Erik?"
He sat down and coved his face not knowing how to answer. It seemed like Erik wasn't going to answer you. He went going to go public with you. He was a Wakanden Royal and high profile man with a plus size women. Even though he was hiding you away from people he thought it was for your own good. The press, his friend and the world would eat you alive.
Erik did love you. And you felt it every second. You felt unsure about his stance in the relationship. His goal was to provide, protect and comfort. But his active of keeping his relationship with a secret ate into soul. You question your body, beauty and personality.
So Y/N what would you do?
🍒 Stay with your perfect boyfriend Erik. Who keeps you a secret because of your appearance.
Or
🍒 Leave Erik and find someone who may or may not love you. But will definitely show you public affection and claim you with a title.