#erin's problems

[wishthief]

((People don't understand. I eat so little, not because I want to stay skinny, but I AM EITHER TOO BUSY, NOT CRAVING WHAT'S IN FRONT OF ME, OR I'M JUST PLAIN EXAUSTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!))

[caffeine-hifi]

Well I had a really shitty day today. 

[caffeine-hifi]

I love him so much! Like you don't even know. Only a few of you know who I'm talking about. He's just incredible and wow. 

*sighs*

But in reality, he doesn't feel the same. I could tell him just how much he means to me, but it wouldn't matter. He still has a girlfriend and even if he didn't, why would he love someone like me? Ever?

[caffeine-hifi]

Ok, so I like drawing and I want to get better, but I don't have my own art style, I don't have time, or motivation to improve. 

I wanted to draw a lot over the summer, but I didn't know what to draw. I am going to be starting point commissions on deviantArt soon, so that'll help me improve. 

But that whole not having my own style thing is bumming me out. Like I have one, but I don't like it. 

Anyone have any tips for improving. I'm gonna do drawing meme things as soon as I get time, but I just have had good ideas, but no way to show them like they are in my head. 

Also, I'm going to ask my dad for the serial number for his CS 4. I had the demo and now the programs are taking up space and making me sad because they don't work as of right now, but I need that number. A better program will probably help a lot.

So, can anyone help other than that?

[rinnysega]

All my favorite artists do commissions and get money and are all around awesome

Is it weird to open commissions for written works or would people not give a shit v.v

[rinnysega]

Ugh

Conventions in the south east never get cool people I want to see. 

[rinnysega]

Ugh

I have zero motivation to write this paper. I'm ready to just flip a table and be done with everything