Ich habe begonnen, mich mit Meshtastic auseinanderzusetzen. Mich reizt die Idee, Teil eines Kommunikationssystem zu sein, das vollständig ohne zentrale Infrastruktur (wie Mobilfunkmasten etc.) funktioniert. Also habe ich Anfang März Meshtastic-Hardware gekauft und war verblüfft, dass ich unter guten Bedingungen Nodes in über 30 km Entfernung sehen kann.
Natürlich hat man von so einem System nur etwas, wenn man Menschen kennt, die ebenfalls darauf setzen. Weil die meisten im Freundeskreis bisher über Kaufabsichten nicht hinausgekommen sind, bin ich eben mit Unbekannten im Kontakt. Auf dem Broadcast-Kanal, der alle Teilnehmenden in Reichweite erreicht, geschieht allerdings wenig Tiefschürfendes. Alle paar Tage schreibt jemand "Moin", "Tach", "Hallo" oder "Palim Palim" - das war es dann im Wesentlichen:
Besonders frustrierend ist, dass ich seit ein paar Tagen einen "Bitcoin Info Node" in Reichweite habe, der sein Umfeld ungefragt mit Werbung für seinen Youtube-Kanal zuspamt:
Jetzt weiß ich, wofür die Funktion "Node ignorieren" da ist. Für so was habe ich mir meine Meshtastic-Geräte nun wirklich nicht gekauft.
Du hast mich zu dem gemacht was ich heute bin, und egal wie sehr es weh getan hat ich bin dir dankbar dafür. Du bist ein wirklich toller Mensch, auch wenn das nur wenige so sehen... für mich bist du nicht nur mein Ex Freund. Du bist viel mehr.
Meine 1. Liebe, mein 1. Kuss, mein 1. Mal in vielen Dingen. Du bist der Mensch der mich besser kennt als sonst jemand, du weißt sofort wenn etwas nicht stimmt.
Mit dir verbinde ich so viele Erinnerungen, Karneval, Kirmes, wir haben so viel zusammen erlebt.. es gibt Momente.. da fühle ich mich dir so nah und alles fühlt sich wie früher an. Als du mein Handy geklaut hast und mir heimlich sprachnachrichten aufgenommenen hast in denen du mir gesagt hast das du mich liebst. Manchmal muss ich nur irgendwo den Geruch deines Parfüms riechen und ich habe das Gefühl du stehst hinter mir umarmst mich gleich und gibst mir dann endlich wieder so einen tollen Kuss.. denn wenn wir eins schon immer am besten konnten dann uns zu küssen wenn wir eigentlich so viel zu reden & klären hatten.
Auch wenn du mir so oft das Herz gebrochen hast, du hast es noch viel öfter wieder repariert.. ich weiß das ich immer mit dir reden kann und du mir zuhörst und mich verstehst, das du mich aufmuntern wirst, egal was für dich auf dem Spiel steht. Du hast mich so oft deinen Freundinnen vor gezogen wenn es mir schlecht ging oder ich Nähe brauchte warst du da. Danke!!!
Wir haben beide Fehler gemacht, wir haben beide viele Dinge getan die den anderen verletzten aber sieh uns an. Nichts bringt uns auseinander, weil wir seelenverwandte sind und zusammen gehören, finden wir immer und immer wieder zusammen.
Yeo Sang was the last one to mate with you. His brothers already hyping him up since the last six months. At the beginning you didn’t know he was a virgin and your other mates nagging the poor boy about it several times without you really noticing.
One time when Min Gi and you were making out in your living room Yeo Sang accidentally heard your kissing noises and walkend in the moment Min Gi was tossing your shirt away leaving you in your bra. Said boy blushed so hard and walked away as fast es he could to calm down his nerves.
Another time you and Hong Joong were driving with Yeo Sang in his car you and the leader kissing eachother at the back he couldn’t stop himself to occasionally watch you two from the rearview mirror. When Hong Joong’s hand disappeared inside your skirt the young vampire increased the speed of the car Hong Joong giving him a questioning glare from the backseat.
Your relationship with Yeo Sang was build since the beginning when your mates decided to take you to their mansion. You remember the first weeks where you wouldn’t talk with any of them and constantly trying to escape the blood drinking creatures. And you still remember the first time you learned to know how strong vampires were. After being dragged back to the house by another vampire standing guard outside you decided to blow him a fistful in the face. It was one of the dumbest decisions you‘ve ever made because you could swear something snapped in your arm that moment.
You didn’t want the help of your mates and lived three days with a piercing pain in your hand. Yeo Sang was the first one who was able to talk with you and get to know you. The vampire didn’t rush things and kept a comfortable distance. When you started to trust him you let him help with the pain. Since that day you grew fond of the boy.
But except from occasionally stealing shy kisses from eachother when no one was looking you didn’t get very far. He was one of the boys who wasn’t overly excited to mate with you or do something else. He just enjoyed the time with his mate and mostly handed you like you were made out of glass.
So it surprised you that one friday morning he invited you to a trip to the mountains without your other mates. Usually they tend to have you home where it’s safe and where they can watch over you. Going outside only was okay if someone occupied you and the others would get impatient quickly when it took longer.
You were excited and happy to leave the place not being outside of the town since the day they literally captured you inside their home. Well, it was your home now, too.
You packed your bags and waited downstairs for Yeo Sang to get ready. Min Gi and Jong Ho already clinged onto you and cried because of your soon departure.
„Be safe! And don’t leave Yeo Sang‘s side! And call us when you arrive!“ Min Gi took Jong Ho by his shoulders and moved him away from you earning a death glare from the shorter boy.
„And don’t forget to eat properly! When you’re hiking you will burn a lot of calories! So eat something every pause you make!“
„Yes, Dad.“ You chuckled to yourself at their over protectiveness.
„What was that? I am your only Daddy babygirl.“ Seong Hwa floated down the stairs and kissed you on your cheek. His statement caused you to look to down to the ground trying to hide the pink tint of your cheeks. Knowing he was the cause of that left the black haired boy with a big and proud smile.
Soon all the other boys arrived to say goodbye. Only Yeo Sang was missing and when you counted your mates you realized there was indeed another vampire missing, too.
„Do you know where Woo Young is?“
Your mates exchanged mischievous looks and Hong Joong neared your ear to whisper that his brother was giving Yeo Sang last advises and tips. You eyed the clan leader suspiciously trying to understand what he was meaning. He only shrugged with his shoulders and turned you to himself giving you a sweet and longing kiss to which you moaned embarrassingly. You were not used to skinship in front of all the others because it was just awkward.
Anyways, if you thought back to the two nights you already had with Woo Young and San it couldn’t be denied that it was quite thrilling and hot. You could feel your arousal building in your panties and quickly tried to think about something else before your supernatural boyfriends were able to smell it.
As Yun Ho was now the closest to you in this moment he smirked knowingly and his eyes turned into a crimson red. The others didn’t show it if they were smelling it, too. Thankfully Woo Young and Yeo Sang finally emerged down the stairs. Woo Young patted Yeo Sang on the shoulder a last time and you bid your goodbyes driving off to the airport.
During the flight you thought back to what Hong Joong told you and slowly you understood why they were so hyped the whole week. Yeo Sang finally wanted to mate with you. You watched him reading a book in the seat next you and he seemed to notice when your gazed lingered a little bit too long.
„Everything’s alright, Y/N?“ He had such a cute smile you could only beam at. He took your hand into his and kissed you fingers one after one.
„We will arrive in two hours. Lean your head on my shoulder, maybe you can sleep a little bit.“ You nodded and cuddled yourself into him smelling his perfume you loved so much.
After arriving at the airport a chauffeur brought you to an isolated house deep in the mountains. If you went there alone you would shit your pants at night. Luckily you had a boyfriend with supernatural abilities with you. The house smelled fresh built and everything looked really expensive. The bedroom was surrounded by big windows with a great view over the hilly region. There were only trees over trees miles away. A shudder overcame you again.
And again, luckily Yeo Sang was here. If said boy wanted to watch a horrorfilm this weekend you would smack him.
„Y/N? I will drive to the nearby town to buy some food for the evening. Do you have any wishes?“
„You will leave me alone?“
„Yes, I won’t be long. So-“
„But you know the others will throw a tantrum if they find out?“
„I know, that’s why we won’t tell them. Listen, I know you are a grown up girl and were able to look after yourself before we came into your life. The others are just overreacting sometimes.“
„Wow, who would have thought one of you still hadn’t a clouded mind left.“ Yeo Sang chuckled at your remark.
„So, what for dinner, Mrs. Kang?“ He winked at you and to say it left you in shock would be an understatement. The mountain air turned the usually shy vampire into a new person. Or was it because you were finally alone? Or what the heck did Woo Young told him?! No, you liked your Yeo Sang exactly as he was!
„Earth to Y/N.“
„Haha, sorry. My mind drifts away too often.“
„Yeah, I realized you tend to do that...“ Yeo Sang finally went into the room and sat down with you on the bed. He fidgeted with his fingers trying to say something.
„Y/N, I think you know why were here... And I am really nervous about it. You know, it will be my first time and I don’t want to hurt you...“
„Hurt me? It really didn’t hurt all the other times, I can promise you Yeo Sang! Well, I felt a little sting but it vanished as soon as...“ Your face‘s color turned into a tomato red at what you were about to say and Yeo Sang seemed to know too because he was equally blushing. None of you said something after your tried explanation.
„Lasagne!“
„What?“
„You asked what I wanted and I want Lasagne with a lot of cheese!“
„Oh...“ Yeo Sang chuckled at your outburst.
„How much is a lot of cheese?“
„Ehm, you know one pack or two... But not only 80 g like all those descriptions say!“
„Agree. Those people don’t know what makes a good Lasagne!“ Now you both erupted into laughter on the bed. Yeo Sang pecked you and made himself on his way to the town.
You started to unpack your things and just when it came to undergarments you realized there only was sexy lingerie left inside your bag.
San. This perverted ass. That’s the reason he came out of your room after you packed this morning not telling you what he wanted!
Evening came and Yeo Sang and you cooked a great Lasange with a lot of cheese. After watching a movie Yeo Sang and you decided to call it a night as you both were pretty tired because of the trip. You texted your mates good nights and went into a deep and cuddly sleep in the arms of your boy.
The next morning the both of you packed your hiking bags and finished off a small breakfast. You started your trip to a popular hill four hours away. You enjoyed the nature and quiet atmosphere so much. Especially the clear air relived your body. Yeo Sang made a lot of photos and you believed most of them were of you.
There was a feeling the first evening back home would be a powerpoint presentation of your trip and the boys swooning over Yeo Sang‘s photos of you...
But he was a sweetheart in every perspective. Helping you with difficult passages and being ready to hold you if something made the appearance to become dangerous for you.
After reaching the destination you spent about three hours there enjoying the view and get into conversations with other hikers.
As you arrived home you decided to take a shower. Yeo Sang washed himself before you and ordered traditional food for the evening while you were occupied in the bathroom. You knew it would happen tonight. So you shaved yourself, brushed your teeth again, put on some nice lingerie and dolled yourself up trying to go for a soft rosy look. After dressing and covering you in an expensive perfume you got from the boy himself on christmas eve you went downstairs to see him already preparing the table after the food arrived a few seconds ago.
He eyed you and when you flashed him a brilliant smile and sat down on the table after passing him more slowly he sniffed in your scent and instantly his orbs turned red. Well, you just wanted to tease him a bit but regretted your decision seeing him excusing himself to go outside for a minute. Well, you had to learn, too.
After a few minutes he went back with his normal eye color and indicated for you to start eating after you sent him a pout and excusing gaze.
„Ah, I am so full! But I think I will never be able to eat spicy dishes...“
„Mh, you‘re just like Hong Joong. Spicy is for the big boys.“
„Yeo Sang, I am a girl. You cannot diss me like that. But if Joong heard your sneaky comment...“
„Hehe.“
After cleaning up you waited for Yeo Sang on the sofa searching for a good movie. To be honest, you didn’t know how to start things. Usually your other mates started to approach you and things just lead to the mating but now you didn’t know what to do. Your boyfriend was nowhere to be seen since half an hour and you started to wonder what he was doing. Suddenly Yeo Sang entered the living room and sat down next to you.
„Where were you?“ He wasn’t even looking at you rather nibbing on his lip and avoiding your gaze.
„I want to show you something.“
„Ehm, okay? What do you want to show me?“
„You will see. Come.“
Okay. A little bit creepy? Because he lead you outside and just as you wanted to protest that you weren’t wearing any shoes he picked you up bridal style and walked inside the dark grounds of the forest.
Neither of you said something while the chilly air tickled your arms. Yeo Sang seemed to notice because he rearranged your position in his arms to hold you closer to him. Your arms hanged lightly around his neck and the only thing you saw in the dark were his pitch black orbs shining in the moonlight whereas the vampire could see perfectly because he obviously was a creature of the night.
And he wasn’t the only creature that woke up to the moonlight because the deeper you went into the woods the louder the background noises became. The forest awakened and the wind brushed through the trees.
You were fascinated by your surroundings only realizing you arrived to you destination when you could make out a warm light igniting behind a big rock.
When Yeo Sang passed it you were met with a picture made out of a fairy tail. There was a little bay surrounded by big trees and a meadow that inhabited small flowers. You could make out a small waterfall at the other side of the water and above it you could see the night sky with the full moon shining in all her glory.
On the meadow there were placed candles in a meaningful order and a blanket occupied by a basket with champagne and two glasses.
Yeo Sang finally let you down on the blanket and you spinned around blinking so often to understand if this was real or a dream.
„You-you did this?“
You eyed him tears threatening to fall when he took your hands into his warm ones. You couldn‘t remember someone doing something like this for you before. Of course your other mates could be romantic, too. But if you thought about it they technically didn’t really had a chance to do something equally. All the time you were fighting your destiny you robbed them the opportunities.
„Yes. Do you like it?“
„L-like it?! I love it! It’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen...“
Yeo Sang smiled and looked at your lips with loving eyes. Suddenly everything you saw and heard in the forest vanished away. The only thing you recognized now was your mate in front of you. It felt like getting lost into his eyes and a strange magic pulled you towards him and his arms. He kissed you slowly licking your lips in slow and careful motions. You opened your mouth for him and he emerged into your cavern deepening the longing kiss. You both moaned into the other and after a few minutes you started to struggle with the breathing he let go of you.
Yeo Sang guided you down to sit on the blanket and opened the champagne. He poured the two glasses and you clinked them.
„Do you wanna‘ swim? The waters really clear I checked it.“
„But I don’t have something to wear...“
„We-we can swim naked if you want...“ Oh poor boy questioned himself how he was able to suggest that.
You looked at the water and stood up. If there was a time to be brave it was now. You quickly undressed and without looking behind you entered the water leaving Yeo Sang in shock. However he never saw you naked before he loved the sight of your back already. He followed your actions and went behind you in the water to kiss your neck.
„Mhh“
„Y/N, I love you.“ Your heart jumped at his confession. You turned around and put your arms around his neck again.
„I love you, too...“
The both of you embraced each other and floated in the water for half an hour sometimes kissing and shying away when someone accidentally touched a private part of the significant other.
„Oh, you‘re getting really cold! I think we should get out of the water.“ Yeo Sang surprised you when he took a hold of your legs and wrapped them about his torso only now recognizing his red orbs he had since the first kiss you shared.
He carefully emerged out of the bay you wrapped around him and when you entered back into the gravity filled room outside the water you felt his erection peek at your tummy. He definitely had to feel it too but kept a poker face until handling you down onto the blanket. He took a seat beside you and watched the water falling down the small hill in front of him.
You slightly hid behind your arms and pushed your knees up to your body. You didn’t know if you shivered because of the cold night or Yeo Sang‘s naked form beside you. It took a lot in you to not peek at him from the side.
After a few minutes the vampire turned into your direction and took your face into his hands to guide you into another intoxicating make out session. Your body grew hotter by each second your tongues danced in your mouthes. You couldn’t hold back anymore and decided to make the next move and sat down onto him. The boy flinched hard at your body connection but continued to ravish your lips.
You gingerly pushend him down by his chest with your index finger until he layed flat on the ground and stopped the kiss. You leaned back and took in his body that was still a little bit wet from the water. His hair was pushed back and he breathed heavily under you analyzing every move you made and followed your eyes direction.
„You‘re really beautiful. All of you are...“
„And so are you.“
„I am just a human.“
„You are our mate. Someday you will understand how beautiful and precious you are to us.“
Yeo Sang tried to change your positions but you stopped him with a shake of your head.
„Please. I want to make you feel good.“
„Y-you’re sure?“ He knew you never pleasured his brothers like you wanted to do with him now. His heart merely bursted at the thought of being the first one.
You grinned at him and slowly positioned yourself in front of his length. Yeo Sang followed your body with his eyes but stopped when he felt his legs shake under you. He closed his eyes and layed as still es he could.
You observed his erection and he was beautiful in length and thickness. Your mouth literally watered at the sight and you took him into your small hands which already set off a quiet whimper from the vampire under you. It was quite a different feeling being in charge of the pleasure of your mate but you liked the feeling. It made funny things to your stomach.
You started with a kitten lick on his length and Yeo Sang already almost lost it. His brows furrowed and if you wouldn’t be sure he was enjoying this you could’ve thought he was in pain. You felt his legs occasionally tense under your touch and you started to take him into your mouth blowing him in slow movements.
His moanings were like music to your ears and despite being cautious most of the time he wasn’t ashamed to let loose of his sounds in this situation. You weren’t able to get really far. Yeo Sang stopped you after a few more minutes because of being super sensitive to the new sensation he was experiencing.
You both sat down in front of eachother and tried to steady your breaths. Yeo Sang took a loose strand of your wet hair and pushed it behind your ear while tilting his head.
„I want to feel you.“ As soon as the words left his mouth his eyes became a brighter red than before. You knew the color, though. It was the one everyone gave you when they were ready to sleep with you.
You nodded at him and layed down so he could crawl over you. Suddenly his animalistic instincts took over him and he attacked your neck to mark his way from you collarbones down the path to your breasts. He took you by surprise with his sudden change in demeanor.
You grabbed a fistful of his locks tucking on them when he started to suck on one of your nipples while his other hand caressed your hip. Your moans became louder when he started to grind into you and his will to mark you growing endlessly. He moved back to the top of you and looked into your eyes.
„I-I want you. Can I?“
„Of course.“ You managed to say through clawing at his back still in the afterbliss of his attack on your body.
He positioned his member in front of your entrance and slowly entered your walls with hisses and curses. When he managed to reach the end of your hole you couldn’t stop to clench around him sending shots of pleasure through both your systems.
„F-fuck... S-so tight... And you’re so warm...“
„Please move Sangie... nghaa.“
And he did. He felt losing control over his body by the immense ecstasy you were igniting in him. You felt him starting to roll his hips into you and you were left a crying a mess by each thrust he pushed into you.
„Yes! Yeo Sang, please!“
Your mewls encouraged him to move faster hitting your pelvis in rhythmic repeats. He started kissing you again and your whole body was on fire now. You felt your bond tightening by each second and both of you forgot everything around you only living off the other being in this moment.
Like a transparent silk blanket the bond surrounded your forms and secured you from the world outside.
„I-I think I can’t last any longer... Shit!“
„It’s ok, baby. I am ready! D-do i-it!“
He cursed out loud and the next moment you felt the stinging pain in your neck which vanished in mere seconds followed by an overwhelming rush of pleasure that shook throughout your body until your toes curled.
„Oh my goooood!“
One of the best and longest orgasms ever rushed through your system and you felt your release mixing itself with Yeo Sang’s cum that filled in your walls. He pumped himself all through your orgasms and you heart dwelled with love at the feeling.
Yeo Sang rode out his orgasm with a few last stuttery thrusts and stayed inside of you. He slowly pulled out his emerged fangs and collapsed on your body. You were shaking and crying. You caringly stroked his head while trying to calm down yourself. Both of you were sweating like running a marathon before and your bodies sticked to eachother still heating.
After some time Yeo Sang carefully pulled out of you which caused you to hiss slightly. The boy immediately looked at you worried of the possibility he could have hurt you.
„It’s ok. I am just a little bit sore.“
He nodded at you and layed down spooning you from behind. You enjoyed eachother‘s skinship while Yeo Sang drew patterns over your tummy.
„If I knew mating would feel like this, I would’ve been the first one.“
„The mountain air really has its effect on you hasn’t it?
Ich heiße Magdalena und ich komme aus der Ukraine. Ich habe dieses Blog erstellt, deshalb ich bin eine offene Person und ich mag mit Menschen kommunizieren. Vieles, ich lerne Deutsch nur ein Jahr und mein Sprachwissen lässt viel zu wünschen übrig. So, ich möchte mein Deutschniveau mit Hilfe des Blogs entwickle. Ich werde in meinen Blog nur Deutsch nutzen. Und ja, ich kann nicht genau sagen, was werde ich hier posten, aber das werde Dinge, welcher ich mag und welcher ich möchte hier sehen.
