His new arm and organs
Gasping forest green-eyed male opened his eyes. His broad chest rose and fell rapidly as his heart rate was all the way up to pump the with chemicals and pheromones infused blood through the whole body that wasn’t his whole anymore. Beads of sweat all over the slightly tanned skin of the muscular male. Whole body was ruled by only paralyzing pain. The silent sobbing of a certain clean blonde came from next to him.
“Miche!” Erwin yelped out between his sobs before bracing his arms around the dirty blondes ones. Of course, he didn’t know what had happened to him or where he was and why. But the clean blonde surely did reason his eyes were glassy and dripping salty tears on his lover's neck and shoulder.
Miche lifts his right hand to place it onto Erwin's head for comfort so he would know he was there for him and to feel his lover's golden hair in own palm, that was more than calming for the larger framed one and kind of numbed his pain.
“What…?” only came out of Miches mouth with a very weakened and shaky voice. Since his memory seemed to not be available to a certain point, he demanded from his lover what has happened to him even when he was crying around his neck.
Sniffling and trying to calm himself down, smaller blonde lifted his head to start explaining.
“We were on our mission then you suddenly got hit and… and…” more huge tears rolled Erwins cheeks down remembering the bloody scene. Miche slowly lifts his left arm to place it on Erwins back but emerald filled eyes widen as the arm didn’t feel like his own but heavier ad it looked robotic.
Smooth metal plates formed to an arm that.
Yelling out in panic dirty blonde sat up with Erwin on top of him. Every movement hurt but that didn’t seem to matter.
“This… the doctors couldn't save every part of you so… they put the most modern mechanism into you so you could live, few organs of yours have been replaced as well.” The usual Calm and collective blue-eyed explained to his lover in a nervous and shaking voice.
-weeks later-
Both blondes left the specialized hospital, dirty green eyes filled with many emotions at once looked up at the sky, it´s colour resembled the same his loves eyes were filled with. The clean blonde had been helping dirty blonde with getting used to everything but he couldn’t accept himself like that, Miche didn’t feel like human anymore. Of course, that improved his action and combat in missions but it always bothered him. Even receiving love and acceptance from his boyfriend didn’t help to overcome that.
All those complicated mechanisms that he had to get used to and take care of were too much for the muddy blonde.
His left arm was completely a whole new robotic arm with tools that would unfold at command while the few new organs would infuse the blood with anedralin to boost the man abilities and even multiple them making him almost inhuman. That was exactly what bothered the owner of that body so much. Miche even became too afraid to touch Erwin, afraid to break his mere human body with the robotic parts that made him so inhuman.
“Miche… please” the golden blonde would beg
“No what if I break you as well just like the guys in our first mission after my leave?”
“Look whatever you think of yourself I love you no matter what, why can't you accept that already? I'm not a butterfly either so please please..!”
Dirty green eyes pierce ocean filled ones hidden behind darkened blonde locks of hair. Slowly and very carefully the taller male pulled his whole concentration together. First fleshy, human arm wraps around Erwin then, his from different mechanisms build arm rests gently on the smaller back. Its cold metal made him shiver for a second but he would return the embrace he longed before feeling soft lips against his own.
“You're still the same to me, despite what was done to your body. You're still my Miche Zacharias.”
With that something about how Miche saw himself changed him to his old self back, of course, it still two had complications but both made more money from using the dirty blondes abilities.