May 13, 2025
A letter hidden away by cowardice
I love you, I love you so much it makes my heart feel like it's gonna tear apart. I love the way I love you, and yet I still hate it so much. I still remember the aching memories, the way you spoke those lyrics, tilting your head a little while you sat on the floor, your soft voice still echoes in the deepest parts of my mind. My favourite colour is blue, it reminds me of you, reminds me of the letter you wrote once, the words carved into my heart. I hate this, I hate how a single song can throw me into this spiralling feeling of all consuming love. I love you and I hate it.