#es-ca-pe

[lostinmystateofmind]

that's funny, it looks just like the word "escape"

i've done it, i've sealed the deal.

i am probably way off base, but i was guided here. i was brought here, i was taught this, here.

we will see what comes. but all i know is i cannot be in this mind set anymore. i can no longer sit and stare off into the space of sadness that exists between me and every other. i am not strong enough for that. i am cracking, breaking off in brittle pieces. forgive me, good sir, i know not what i do.

[forge-t-blog]

Basically: ☆ i signed out of tumblr without thinking ☆ idk why ☆ tried to log back in ☆ my laptop hadn't saved my email ☆ can't remember my email ☆ because i made it up ☆so i had to make a new account ☆ because i can't live without tumblr. lol I used to be es-ca-pe