#esalan talks

[butthatsnotwhereminelives]

never needy ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you vs best believe im still bejeweled

aka a man who wanted her to sit prettily by his side and be a shiny asset to him vs a man who couldnt stand her being by his side in public because she shone too brightly

[goingbacktohogwarts]

I don’t see a difference

Bonus:

[esalanly]

I’m playing dnd for the first time!! I’m loving it so far and I’m gonna draw my character. She’s a wood elf monk called Lia and she has a background as an acolyte.

[butthatsnotwhereminelives]

something about taylor using metaphors like towns and cities and land and houses to describe people vs all the natural disaster imagery is so interesting but the thoughts havent fermented yet

[butthatsnotwhereminelives]

so if the fish are like the fish bowl in the 1989 room in the lover music video, bc she said she felt like she was living her life in a fish bowl and joe jumped right in and now she’s made her way out of the fishbowl into the ocean

and the cloud represents depression at the beginning but it turns out that if you embrace the dark parts of yourself you can escape both your self made cage and those imposed on you by the world

what if koi fish = the koi guitar from speak now she smashes in anti hero i.e. ability to write opens up and she’s more inspired than ever before

[butthatsnotwhereminelives]

all we are is skin and bone // the mark they saw on my collarbone // your brooklyn broke my skin and bones

[butthatsnotwhereminelives]

and maybe it's the past that's talking, screaming from a crypt vs the tomb won't close stained glass windows in my mind … i am thinking

[butthatsnotwhereminelives]

rly want to hear taylor sing holy ground on tour when this is all over i wanna scream “tonight im gonna dance for all that we’ve been through” in a big stadium with no fear of covid