His eyes droop with sleeplessness, and the gold is tarnished with the red from many hours of crying. His hands come up to touch Lewis' chest hands forming a circle around the locket spot, pressing up like the fear of reverence was gone. "You're... back..." Étriqué murmurs faintly, lightly, his face contorting like it wanted to smile again but the spirit was gone. "My... Order fell apart. Many... joined you, in oblivion. We are, no more." A stray tear falls over, grief and anguish so powerful.
Lewis said nothing as he listened to Étriqué speak, the malevolent spirit simply…
Stunned silent.
He felt sick, very, very sick.
He instinctively grabbed for his locket, tucking it away in his body, not due to Étriqué’s actions at all, simply out of fear, the deluge of guilt in his mind causing him so much pain, a deep, unfathomable fear awakening in him, the fear that his heart might…get damaged again, some new crack appear, some new injury done to this, his new heart, his last chance…
He pulled Étriqué into another embrace, his voice calling out, not echoing in that ghastly tone he normally had, just screaming out into the room on its own strength:
“I’m sorry, oh my god I’m so sorry!”
Not only had his worshiper had been hurt by his actions, but others in his order as well…more blood on his hands, more innocents claimed by the monstrosity of his existence, more blood to atone for, more debt, more burdens he would have to bear on his quest for redemption…
In the meantime, however, all he felt was pain.
“I’m such a monster, I hurt you and everyone else…I’m so sorry Étriqué, I…”
He trailed off, just…lost in his own thoughts, his heart slamming inside his chest.
More blood, more debt, more innocent lives lost…














