I feel like a significant part of a lot of queer experiences is falling madly in love with a fictional character who you'll clearly never get to be with. Like for me as an asexual I think part of it is just that there's something safe in getting to fall head over heels for a character I'll never have any obligations to...
...But god, if I don't feel masochistic in how much I love the feeling of my heart getting ripped to shreds every single time this happens











